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2010-03-12T19:05:00.006+08:00

Nah. Scare you with my picture first.

So in love with bearbear I'm sorry I always kick you under my bed to smell dust dui mm ju.

Just a brief update here to let you guys know.. Summer break is officially OVER!!

So back to campus I am.

And pictures in the toilet wtf.

Sometimes I feel that I am too complicated for myself to understand. Why now I feel like I wan the next break to cone fast when I know once it does the only thing I do most is rot and grow mushrooms?

Oh, I think it's because I wouldn't need to wake up at 7 every morning and drive to school. =(

Now I hate driving, I shall always keep myself a driver.

Someone say he willing to forever be my driver ^^

Chilling at Starbucks is a bliss. With Dark Mocha of course. Coffee with dark cocoa but i think it tastes more of chocolate. Very nice cocoa no milk chocolate. And also with Janice. She'll be leaving to India this Sunday I will miss her calls //BOO

K thats all i wanna say. I now very lazy to update so imma just post up a tag i stumbled upon on some random blog.
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1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.

2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.

3. At the end of the game the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 7:27pm

Name : Cherly

Sisters : 0

Brothers : 1

Shoe size : 3 or 4 or 5 depending on the shoe

Height : 155cm? I think

Where do you live : Kuching

Favourite drinks : Fruit juice

Favourite breakfast : Chinese style with pork moi YUMM

Have you ever been on a plane : yes

Swam in the ocean : yeap

Fallen asleep in school : yesss

Broken someone's heart : I guess so

Fell off your chair : yes very embarassing

Sat by the phone and waiting for someone to call : sadly yess :(

What is your room like : like my room?

What's right beside you : pillow

What is the last thing you ate : err.. salted vege with duck soup and asam fish.

Ever had ;

Chicken pox : the fake one. why got fake and real one?

Sore throat : yes

Stitches : Nope Thank God

Broken nose : Thank God again no it must be painful

Do you ;

Believe in love at first sight : yes, in a way

Like picnics : depends

Who was, were the last person;you danced with : i don't remember. ><

Last made you smile : Darling =)

You last yelled at : My dog?

Today did you

Talk to someone you like : yess

Kissed anyone : many many times

Get sick : no

To to an ex : ha what?

Miss someone : nah

Eat : DUH

Best feeling in the world : to be loved~~

Do you sleep with stuffed animals : bearbear is stuffed

What's under your bed : dust and books and i dunno

Who do you really hate : not telling you

What time is it now :7:33pm

5 things i was doing 10 years ago

1. Primary one?

2. always got first or second in tadika: cheh mai kepo

3. I

4. Don't

5. Remember liao

5 things on my to-do list today

1. Do dar's class allocation

2. eat dinner

3. sleep

4. sleep

5. sleep

5 snacks i enjoy

1. Pringles (THE PINK ONE)

2. PINK ONE

3. PINK ONE

4. Fries?

5. McD????

5 things i would do if i were a billionaire

1. Invest in properties

2. Migrate XP

3. Buy my dream carrr( I dunno why i wan now since i dun like driving wtf)

4. TRAVEL

5. shop shop shop shop then some more shopping XD

5 of my bad habits

1. straw biting

2. i dunno

3. I have flaring temper during PMS?

4. I actually quite guai lerh

5. Aiya you tell me my bad habits lah

5 places i have lived in

1. kuching

2. sibu

3. bintawa

4.hui sing

5. Tong San road

5 people i'm tagging is

1. You lah

2. Mian

3. You again lah

4. I dunno

5. Say its you liao bah now go do!

I don wan you liao.

2010-03-04T15:04:00.002+08:00

Writing cause I don wan my blog to be dead.

School starting next Monday.

I somehow don't want it to start, but then when it doesn't start for a long time, I desperately want it to start.

Conclusion: I am a very complicated human being wtf

"Burned" Dar's hard disc also omg I heard if new one would cost 300+ lo FML

Me: Dar tell you something but you cannot scold me ok..

Him: Sure scold you wan. Da shi qing Ma shi ai ma~

Me: Don't so geli la. I spoil your hard disc. NAH I say first ah you CANNOT scold me!

Him: ..... You pei me new de!

Me: You so fierce I don wan you liao. Hard disc give back you lo.

Him: Zzzz spoil de things always give back me de.

Me: Of course. =)

I need it as backup for all my songs and pictures de lerh.. But after debating with myself...

Conclusion: I don't want buy for him. I buy pendrive for myself. HEE

I spend 1k just on shopping. And I still have many many unfulfilled desires. End.

Conclusion: This post actually meaningless wan. Lai hit me bar~~

幸福

2010-03-02T13:49:00.004+08:00

幸福，不是永远的快乐。

是你能从拥有的，体会多少，感受什么。

有时候，幸福来得太突然。毫无预警地降临。

某一天睡醒，发现幸福它已经是我生活的一部份。

所以很怕，怕幸福突然间不是所想象的快乐。

怕你的爱，不是幸福的选择。

是不是我已经习惯你的拥抱？习惯体会你给的微笑？

爱又是不是一种习惯？

当我们之间少了当初的震撼，那剩下的足够让我们度过一生吗？

经过了从前，体会着现在，仍不能确定什么才是爱。

你说过，在一起就在一起，不必再去理会那么多。那爱呢？

你呢？真的，真的懂吗？爱吗？

还是你和我一样，不知道究竟是爱我，还是习惯我。

情字，难了啊~

word post skip if you dowan read

2010-03-01T16:14:00.002+08:00

Chap goh meh ended and my new year post isn't up. I know.

Not really in the mood to post it up though. So this post will be of words.

Chinese New Year at first means holidays to me.

And then it meant collecting red packets.

And then it went to having new clothes new shoes new everything.

Continued by visiting as many houses as you can with your friends.

But after that, it didn't mean anything else but just another celebration.

Until this roaring year of the Tiger.

This year collides with the Valentines day, it meant a whole different thing to me.

About celebrating with the family and significant other.

This season was better compared to the last, and I've really enjoyed.

All the crazy shopping, visiting, and driving experience.

This year, daddy left me alone cause he wanted to go car travelling. Actually I stayed behind cause I wanted to bond with everyone else.

So I had no other option but attempt to drive on my very OWN for the FIRST time.

Alone. Satu orang. Yi ge ren.

And having not been really on the wheels for months after receiving my license, i was mad kan cheong!

I was pretty taken cared after by Him cause my car swiveled during turnings and I'd never knew how to use correct gears. If it wasn't for the empty roads, I'd have crashed.

Then I damn 7 brave also drove all the way to Serian cause I wanted to be with him.

Drove so long distance after only the 3rd time on the wheels alone. No supervision or anyone to help if anything happened.

Happy to say now I'm more confident in my driving, and my parking still sucks like hell.

I scratched someone's car bumper 2 days ago when I was turning out of my parking space.

Today is the 1st of March and I am determined to stop the crazy shopaholic in me.

Spent 4 digits on just luxury in just 2 months! That is plain SIAO!

MUST STOP if not I will live in the streets one day.

I still have many many many desires but so so limited cash.

My wardrobe is half filled with clothes I bought but worn only once.

If I sell, will anyone wanna buy?

Now am filled with guilt with all the money I've spent.

It's like you've eaten so much then you will wanna make yourself puke cause of guilt.

I'm aneroxic, in the sense of spending. but I can't make myself puke, can I?

Oh wells, have to exert more self control.

On money, and also in my relationship.

Unhappy at some point, but nevertheless I am still me.

First Valentines.

2010-02-24T14:56:00.016+08:00

This is such a late update but nevermind, it is still the chinese new year. We have 15 days of chinese new year you know, how I wish those 15 days were holidays for everyone then we can all continue to have fun!

Imma separate my updates. This will be on my valentines!

Sad to say this is my FIRST official valentines cause my past few relationships either ended before valentine or started after the day FML

BUT all's well ends well I shall have nice nice Valentines from this year's own wards!

Since Valentine's this year falls on the same day as the first day of CNY so terpaksalah divide time. Lucky my family not very keen on celebrating CNY so i get to go off after visiting the first house of elders.

My CNY first day dress. Plan to sell this off if anyone wants it. Interested?

Bought at Nichii for RM59.90

Wore only once. Made of cotton with sequins up front. Everyone's basic little black dress.

Want not? I sell at RM 30. Can bargain wan.

I went to wait for Thy Prince at tHe Spring cause he had to drive down from Serian.

When he arrived, I changed outfit.

Didn't like it at first this tee but then now im lovin' it. Very comfy. I love 100%cotton-made cloths.

Guess what he wore.

Haha same design tee. My Vday present to him from Body Glove. Quite cheap actually.

Actually his pants also I give wan. He wore everything I gave that day. =)

Reason for narcissm.

Saw this cute lil girl posing with the same pose as me *above* so I randomly asked her mum whether i can has picture with her. She said yes! Lucky the lil girl very de brave lo take picture with stranger haha.

Dar said I look like big kid. =________________________=

Then we went to buy tickets for movie. Watched 72 Tenants. Very funny if you're a fan of TVB drama loh.

I no comment cause I wasn't really paying attention. We had the first row seats loh FML have to crane neck till it got tired and mess up my hair some more. The next few days we wanted to watch movie the line was oh-so-long! So we decided to just make the MBO card instead. Then, they say out of stock mai ku liu!

The movie was starting in an hour so we didn't have much choice on dinner so just settled in Manhattan Fish Market. Cause it was the most expensive place in Spring =__=

Dar say wan go most expensive place Zzzz

At least got candle light la. Half of the restaurant was filled with couples. Regretted loh should have gone for the lucky platter for 2 or something like that. Got full course meal plus dessert some more. Ended the price not much different from our seafood platter. Most expensive meal we had since dating.

Spot the difference? I like him without the specs =)

He was trying to "make a wish" on the small candle. =.=

I see you Hubs.

Now you see me too?

My Tropical mocktail. Nice.

Dar's Mango juice dam fail wan I think it tasted like some cheap cordial syrup lo.

Our sauces?

Then the main dish. All fried food Dar was having sore throat some more FHL

Yummy yummy I wan go back there again.

There was garlic rice, squid, fish, prawns, mushroom, fries and i don't remember.

We didn't finish exactly cause too big portion.

Actually nothing much happened on V-day. We went dinner, then movie, then we went back to his place for some personal time then he sent me back. We wanted to sing but he was having sore throat, and we totally forgotten about the UK fun fair till it was too late to go. I went home pretty late that night. Lucky daddy no comment. Of course I had my flowers. Small small wan lo but he will make up for it lah. His mum gave me red packet also yays!

So short date but we had a second date on the 5th day of new year. I pull down face if he refuse hahah.

You so sayang me Hubs I love you too. ^^

How was your Vday??

*New year post up next*

Couple's Decision *comic strip

2010-02-21T00:09:00.004+08:00

Ooops. I'm sorry I made your life this way Dar. But you sayang me wan so never mind (:

Red and pink is?

2010-02-13T00:50:00.019+08:00

Hello from bearbear~!!

Writing this cause I guess we'll all be busy this CNY, especially with me celebrating 3 events at once. CNY, Vday and Nie's Birthday. One year older my dear!

Brief update on the happenings these past few days.

Last week, we finally went and took our new phones. So happy!

Dar got his Xpress music 5320(I think?).

He waned me to get the same model as his but am not into it.

He's is more expensive but my camera better. 1:0

But he has flash. 1:1

I has more chio colour 2:1

He's has a secondary camera 2:2

But then the secondary camera quality damn lousy 2:1

See I still win!

Actually his is a little bit better than mine lah. A bit only. Tam pok. Sedikit. Yi dian dian. Yat di di.

Mine is the W595 in chio pink! ^^

Now can save time by not needing to adjust the colour and hue's of pictures anymore Yays~!

Also working as promoter for a salary of rm425.

I got rm212 yesterday and today only left around rm50 FML

eff shopping

eff those nice nice boutiques in Spring.

eff those designers.

eff myself wtf

Also working with bestie. Her in action.

Also with bf and another cute guy. He has a real cute smile that reminds me off the crescent shaped moon in the night sky. Haiyah duno how to say lah.

Me and baby.

Mian and her infamous pose.

Our cute guy which has a cute smile. He brings around an Anna Sui mirror in his pocket and looks at it often. No kidding!

Since we're around that area for 10 days, we found out the closest places to eat which are nice.

As usual, 175degree.

Or the Tun Jugah food court.

Or for home cooked yummy dishes like above for a fairly cheap price, go to Taiwan Xiao Jou.

It's next to Hong Kong Noodle House.

Don't go Hong Kong Noodle House there. Food is a thumbs down. )=

At least at Taiwan Xiao Jou, we ate healthy meals. (=

How's this dress?

Was half way working when we got tired and bored and hot so we went upstairs of Everise to shop and so I tried on this dress. Didn't buy it though. Not really worth my rm59.90.

I rather go Nichii.

Oohh CNY is here so I bought some gifts for bf's mum. (=

New year must-have Ba Gua~

Actually most of it will end up in Dar's tummy so I don't mind.

Wanted to buy her Brand's Essence of chicken but Dar insisted no need. Goods lah. Save my money.

Also took this wall accessory of Fortune God for his mum. Cause my family don't really celebrate CNY. We usually just go visiting for the first and second day then just stay home or go some place else.

My first purchase on Ebay for dar. Cost me rm500+ I think.

Was it my first present to him? Can't recall.

Shopped awhile at tHe Spring again before work started to see if I can grab another piece for CNY.

Cause I secretly cannot decide weather i want to wear the checkered dress.

And i need something to go with sandals instead of high heels.

Shirt above cost rm50+ at Padini. Spending money felt oh-so-good!

But after that will feel like just jumping in the middle of the road and die. All hard earned money, POOF! Hilang. T.T

Also bought sandals cause mine spoiled. Cannot be I go around in 3 inch high heels all day for days! I bai k later. Cacat. Disabled. So no choice just grab the best looking sandal I see.

It's a Vincci size 3. Smallest size. Next size is size 9. =.=

Also bought something for Dar. Gift for Valentines.

I like giving gifts as much as I like accepting them. =)

I can be such AWESOME GIRLFRIEND!

Most of you can guess what it is since it's from Body Glove.

What did you get for anyone for CNY and/or V-day??

Till the next update..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINES DAY.

Spread the love and warmth peeps~~~

My view on money.

2010-02-13T00:42:00.002+08:00

This was from Mian's blog
Damn 7 zhun wan i can just go die nao.

金钱：钱财乃身外之物是她的信条
　　比起思考要不要花钱，到底想不想要这样的东西，反而是这类人率直且优先考虑的因素。购物时也不会仔细考虑是不是要“奖励自己一下”，而是只要看中意、想要的话，便不顾后果，想尽办法弄到手。
　　有钱就花，没钱就不花或是向人借贷，是个“船到桥头自然直”的随遇而安型。与其说她挥霍浪费，不如说是对金钱本身根本不感兴趣，不会受它束缚。(This is so damn true lo EXACTLY what I feel)
　　因此，对于储蓄等也很不在行，账面上虽然有结余，但马马虎虎过得去而已。
　　用钱也没有计划，以现金花费，纵使捉襟见肘，也会找晚上的工作来做或是觅得金主，以百折不挠的精神渡过难关。就算自己已经破产，也不会想得太严重，属于不会放在心上的类型。

Ok this post is pointless just wanna remind myself what kind of person I am.

I want Adidas shoe anyone know where to get?

Damai Beach Resort

2010-02-06T23:23:00.025+08:00

I know this post is waaaay overdued but you have to forgive me. I am very ~~lazy~~ busy person.

I'm currently working as a ten day promoter with besties and boyfriend at Padungan. Think about the *kaching* i could spend!

And and gonna get salary later~!!!

Back to the topic.

This trip happened 2 weeks ago? If you follow my twitter you'd know.

This time was different, went with bf and besties. I'll leave the besties part out cause it's her privacy. I'll just tell my part. ^^

Went there on a wednesday cause that's the only day bf had no class.

Drove there by noon and i think reached around 2 cause the weather very nasty. T'was raining cats and dogs all the way. Lucky it lightened up upon reaching.

Our room. 113.

This time it was just beside the swimming pool. Unlike the last time we had to walk MILEESSS * exaggeration* to reach the pool and beach.

So nais having the whole room to ourselves, like family vacation or honeymoon ah nei.

Stupid him jumped on the bed and knocked his head on the ceiling cause it was quite low *ROFL

Our view from the room. I think our room was superior pool side something something lol cannot recall.

Bad time to go cause as i said the weather very bad. The beach was close for both days FOL so we didn't went down to sea.

It was very windy and the waves were crashing on the rocks. Can feel the spray of it from the side and also the salty air.

Waves were this high. I lounged around outside alone because he wanted to nap.

Long drive after a VERY late night sleep is exhausting. Serves him right.

Then we went swimming. Pool water was quite cold so didn't swam much.

Went back and took funny pictures while i prepare dinner for both couples. Steamboat again ^^

Watched Astro, fooled with the laptop while we laugh and talk and I squealed cause he was always trying to throw me on the bed FML

Then when it got darker, we got bored so decided to explore a little.

Went walking around in the resort just talking and camwhoring.

Basically us girls only, the guys were getting impatient lol.

Also went to Santubong Bar and ordered drinks. The prices are freaking expensive.

Typical price for a holiday resort lah. Mineral water cost rm3 wtf but of course we didn't ordered that siao meh.

The drink above is called Sunrise Tequila. Quite nice. First time tried tequila eh =)

Then this was just red wine. 2 drinks i think cost around 40+, cannot remember.

Should have just brought our wines lah.

Then what else. Some more pictures lah! haha.

Let the pictures explain themselves. I didn't upload all cause file very large.

Him lazing cause he doesn't drink.

In the hotel lobby.

At the other part of the resort.

Titanic pose wtf

Trying to act shy *fail

This is supa ugly i dunno why i upload it wtf

This was outside the bar in front of a man made fountain.

The infamous peace sign.

Trying to spread the love~~~~

Then back in the room, we played some more ^^

Actually he was busy watching football so he ignored me all along wtf

Nah *kiss kiss* darling.

After that watched 'Drag me to hell' with him. Damn gross ><

I freaked out half way and he switched to cartoon. I fell asleep awhile after and he continued watching what turf!

____Next morning_____

Breakfast at hotel restaurant.

In buffet style. Since it was eat all you can so he stuffed himself real full to make the money worth.

Happy expression on face =)

That's him trying to cut out a love shape from the left over piece of ham we couldn't finish.

After that we went strolling around the resort again and to the beach since the tide went down.

still not safe to swim but at least we can enjoy the breeze. That is until a happy dog came our way wanting to play with us.

The guys were exited wanting to play with it while we girls were freaking scared. Dar wanted to pull me towards it and i was so scared my tears came out. That's when he hug me away ><

Then it started to drizzle again so we went away.

Went for another swim and then left back for home.

Overall, enjoyable but a lil too short.

Update on work next. New year is this Sunday~!!!

Short shopping post!

2010-02-01T11:07:00.011+08:00

Figured you people have already gotten tired looking at my blog. No updates. Even I feel bored.

Since it's still the holidays there's really nothing much to blog about.

Maybe about work next week. Or belated trip. Or you shall just have to wait till V-day. *excited*

Okay i sound so noob but its my first real V-day!! With love. =) Cant blame me for feeling exited omgomgomg where shall we dine!! And my Vday present I think no time to get. Shall have to drag him shopping on CNY so he can hand pick himself. Sometimes it's best that way =)

This is where my post starts to sound shallow so if there are guy readers you may wanna say bye bye. Lol.

Went shopping with Best Friend last week for CNY. Went Boulevard and Everise but cannot even find any piece we like. So sad cause the clothes there cheap. So we headed off to Spring. I guess if you want me to summarise Kuching, I can only say. tHe Spring.

Janice came to meet up with us for awhile cause she was bored. Sorry your picture is blur my favorite friend.

Simply swoop up anything in Spring and can find nice piece I like everywhere.

At Padini. I like this but it cost rm130. Damn expensive now no money. Must hook up with sugar daddy first wtf. Guess I'll have to find a cheaper version. And high waist dresses make me look tall don't you think? *winks winks

Then changed direction to Nichii. This dress nice also but it's magic didn't work when i tried it on. Now a bit regret dy.

This basic black dress worked it's magic thou. It doesn't look fab in pictures but the real thing is nice. Gonna paired it with black leggings and high heels. Shall doll up my hair too for V-day HEE

Padini and Nichii has got to be my favorite boutique in like the whole Kuching? Cause clothes there are nice and affordable, I guess. Below hundred. Unless you very geng only fall in love with those hundred and above clothes lah.

And my dress arrived! Dar picked it out for me from a shopping mag.

Wasn't very impressed but I guess it isn't that bad too. At least it looks nice in pictures.

Side view only.
In the front view, i look pregnant. Said Dar. FML

And I simply cannot decide wether I like this flower it has or not.

Looks A little bit lame but if i cut it off it'd be too plain. I need to shop for accessories next.

Maybe can shop a little before I start work in the noon. =)

A little something from our trip. Yet to have all the pictures.

And i just realized i didn't post up the only picture I have with the best friend I went shopping with. Oops. I linked you thou!

XO, Cherly

On condominiums

2010-01-27T08:20:00.011+08:00

One day, I hope to move to a bigger city. Any bigger city would be in West Malaysia, I mean, not that here is not big enough, actually, it IS not big enough lah!

And if I were to move to some place in the big bustling city, 1 property I would get for myself is a condo. Luxurious wan some more! I mean big houses are great and more free bla bla bla but what I mean is my OWN condo. Not the one I would live in with my future family or whatsoever. EH don't tell me you never thought of your own personal paradise ah! I shall just hide there and refuse to go back if Dar ever raises his voice to me wtf.

Nah show you nice nice pix lah.

See see! I wan my bedroom to be like hotel rooms. But with pink linen and pink drapes and pink everything else what turf! Dar's ultimate nightmare.

Some more must have good good facilities and centers like a well equip gym! Then I got no choice but to go burn the fat I keep seeing thou everyone else says it's just my illusion.

Then must have swimming pool! It's a must ok considering how much I have been swimming these days. I think my hair falling off cause of the chlorine already! Now I'm waiting to go swim. My morning swims at S'wak Club. Then tomorrow night with Dar again wah i damn healthy can!

Some more my condo must have luxurious deco even if all the diamonds are fake wtf cause then I can hao lian to you people what chio place I have! *dreams dreams dreams wtf

But SIGH~!!! I think at least need wait for another ten years for my dream to come true. Some more if I tell Dar he would think I'm planning to cheat on him with the male maid I hire to tidy my condo wtf

BUT! For those of you who already is able to get your own property, you have hope! *clouds part and angel play their harp wtf

Go get condominiums first ok especially ladies!! Maybe got chance with the hot gym trainer they have there HAHA

Now there is this website that provides you information on Malaysia condominiums <-*click click!

I went through this website cause thou I still can't have my own for the next ten years, can pretend first right!

There there. I see wide ranges of condo available for you all to choose and consider. From top locations of KLCC, Bangsar, PJ, Mont Kiara, Sri Hartamas yada yada yada go see yourself!

They provide you with a short review of all places listed complete with the list of facilities provided for your chosen property and also an analysis of the surrounding area like the traffic and security level. Prices are clearly stated and also a map is provided in case you really cannot imagine where the place is even if the address is told to you. You know lah, people like me, road dummies *sobs

Else you can go look at all the pictures they provide you with. All my pictures above are from there got grab your attention not!

There, pictures already taken so crisp and clear. The website looks professional enough to me with these pictures backing up. Contact person is easily located and if you're interested, you can simply send a message through the automatic action linked in the page for contact persons. Or you can simply bookmark the locations until you decide on one.

Overall this site is quite neat and clean. As in no sudden pop up ads or unwanted annoying advertorials in the side bar. So don't need worry about the ads misleading you lah! Go browse!

And if anyone buy condo, dun come hao lian me ok wtf

No title cause I lazy think wtf

2010-01-23T14:40:00.008+08:00

I am now updating for the sake of updating. It is true that bloggers usually update more when they're busy, and tend to laze around when they're free ==

Summer holidays is a bore. And I have to go through it for the next 2 years! Okay maybe at some later point of my life, I'd be looking forward to it like all Americans do cause it does mean partying and sun tanning and love lives. As if it'll happen here. Summer in Malaysia simply means it's the rainy season. And while we follow the Australian season, it's suppose to be Spring in another side of the globe. I'm making myself confuse here wtf

Nothing new to my week. Just to let you guys know I'm unemployed and basically just sleeping and surfing the net and out all day half of the week. Then i laze around and watch Gossip Girl till twilight == what a life!

There was suppose to be a job next week but guess what? I turned it down despite the high pay of 50 per day, or maybe more due to commission. Reason? I don't wanna work. wtf.

To make it up there's a 10 day job in February that I'm gonna do! With the bf and best friend at the same location. =) The lady so nice asked us wanna work together or not. I'm sure work will be fun. XD It's for F&N and I did the same job last year with Diana and it really was fun. and tiring.

Last weekend was spent with the bf's family again. And some of you might have known, I straightened my hair, again. Wanted to curl but too short. And I'd need to do expensive ones cause my hair is like so spoiled already, so said the hairdresser lah.

Haven't redye but I think it's a no rush, yet. Cause the colour quite ok after the straightening and all.

Picture taken at Janice's place. She's back for near a year before leaving for medical school. Wah so proud I have a best friend which is a doctor. XD Now if i need any grade A government officer sign papers also can find her dad, dun need fret liaw XP

I look Japanese here *damn perasan. I actually don't quite like my hair this time dunno why.

oh and results are out!

And I improved! Now got 1 High Distinction instead of all Distinctions only. But sien loh Swinburne new merit scholarship structure is must get all HD. That's like 85 and above for all subjects. ==

GPA 3.84 over 4. *smiles*

I shall aim 4 flat now.

Actually Dar paid my fees last sem. Dun want to mention details but he did it cause I was upset that I had to wait another 2 weeks to get my result if he hadn't. HAHA such mafan gf. Sorry Baby. Love you heaps. MUAh!

I made Dar change his ancient phone also cause the battery like choking.

Him

CHANGE!

Why? I like my old lousy phone.

So one day if I call you out of emergency and your phone decided to die. How? huh huh huh?

.....

*Sends me to the salon. Picks me up 4 hours later*

I'm changing phone. You find for me lah.

Heeh and I stumbled across this and he liked it! Hope he gets it soon. Before CNY.

Now I can has 2 phones to camera with! Can video call summore soon i will make him video call me every night! *lame

My phone revived but the whole thing is coming apart. Like seriously. I am such lousy phone caretaker its just been a year!

SO! I have vowed that I will take good care of my next phone and make sure it live a long life and i one day would have to curse it for being so tahan lasak wtf

And I like this. 3.2mp camera, 3g. what else? Dunno lah. His sis's using it also but hers is in pink. I want the white one.

Thou pink is very tempting too but she said when she bought it. pink was a limited edition colour. With my ties, I can now buy phones with cheap price! Maybe even buy with factory price thats like cheap alot. Haih we shall all prosper wtf so random.

我只是一个女孩

2010-01-19T00:58:00.003+08:00

我只是个女孩，我希望有人疼，有人爱，有人包容，有人让我撒娇，有人可以吃我做的饭，有人可以夸我乖，有人能陪在我身边，有人能过马路的时候拉着我的手，有人能给我安全。有人喜欢带我逛街，穿高跟鞋走累了都会有人背；有人乐意带我去他去的各种场合，并把我介绍给他的朋友们。

我只是个女孩，我希望有人关心，有人保护，有人会记得每天告诉我晚安，有人告诉我他对我很安心。有人记得我们一起过去的点滴，有人绝对不把我们之间的承诺作儿戏。有人告诉我，照顾我，他一点也不累。

我只是个女孩，我希望有人认同我，有人认真思考然后告诉我他觉得我的话其实也有道理，在我做了点可爱的事情以后摸摸我的头鼓励我做的好。有人不轻易夸我，也不吝啬使劲夸我。

我只是个女孩，我希望能有人惦记我，在我郁闷大哭的时候把我的头按在胸膛哭够了问我怎么了。我希望有人告诉我，有时候想念我令他难受。我不娇气，不放纵，不说谎，偶尔无理取闹，偶尔缠着他给我买东西。偶然一条短信告诉我他想我，我就知足。我不演戏，我什么都相信。我说过的话都算数，所以，对我说过的，别忘记。请别忘记。我会尽量变得更乖，相信海誓山盟。努力相信自己配的上自由和幸福。

我只是个女孩，我喜欢诚实的人。因为我诚实。但是我有时候会忍不住，所以也允许别人有同样的忍不住。如果我说我们不会再见了，我一定会躲开你。也许我还会在街边偷偷见你，因为我会忍不住想你，想见你，你又会如何回忆我。我会放过你，却无法放过自己，放不过附身的记忆。往事通缉，孤单侵袭，也许习惯就可以。如果我的想念喷薄而出，我不会告诉你。尽管如此，那些思念依然值得我珍惜。

我只是个女孩，如果我相信你，我会告诉你，我可以不勇敢吗，我想让自己不勇敢。那些勇敢的人都未必幸福，因为是不幸让他们勇敢。我喜欢被勇敢的你守护着，因为有你，所以我不需要勇敢。

我只是个女孩。我会难过，但是不会自甘堕落。我会伤心，但是会努力让自己不要伤心太久。也许我会遇见一个微笑的魔鬼，他将指引我，给我奇异的火花，他将短暂的照亮我的心灵。他会交给我幸福的预感，却拒绝给我一点点幸福。也许我会遇见一个烂醉的天使，他神经质地微笑，给我看他掉了毛的翅膀，但是上面残存的每一片，都是能令我撑死的幸福。

我只是个女孩，只想那个烂醉的天使，那个哪怕是翅膀上缺少羽翼的天使，好好的守护我……

”一直忘了说，亲爱的，谢谢你在夜深里容忍我的无理取闹，背着因为穿了高跟鞋而脚痛得不肯走路的我穿过整条街，安全地把闹得疲惫的我送到家，还不忘最后把小熊放进我怀里，让我快乐入睡。“ 我爱你

p/s:sneak preview of my 2D1N trip to the beach. will update when i receive full pictures *hints hints certain cha bo*

2010-01-11T13:57:00.005+08:00

Got hate message again. Like for the Nth time liao.

Reading blogs, especially popular ones give me hope. If you were patient and really dig through, you'd find out along their process of turning pretty and gaining popularity, they'd had to face many jealous ones that hate.

Hate mails, hate comments, hate messages, hate post.. whatever. It's just a process that they'd learn to ignore and not waste anything on. So I shall learn.

But in defense, if I were to look like now when I'm in my late thirties, you'd want to kill yourself. Cause that's way better than any plastic surgery needed, It'd be my pride.

On the other note, we're looking forward to our trip on Wednesday.

And I dun care but Bearbear is coming along.

I love you heaps Darling. XOXO. Your Teng.

Finally New Year Resolution

2010-01-09T14:10:00.003+08:00

I know it's a bit late but it's still new year. I've wanted to write this ever since the first day of 2010 but I can't seem to make myself draw them up! So I'll just write what comes into my mind. Not posting this is a drag to my mental health!

2010 has started sinking in me after the 3rd day and suddenly I feel matured. The ironies.

It's like I finally feel that 2009 is behind me and 2010 is another fresh start. Like suddenly I've step into a new place.

And it annoys me a little to this thought cause when I'm thinking that I've stepped out, I feel that Dar is still in 2009 and I feel like kicking him hard in the face. Don't worry we're still in love and all. Next Wednesday =)

Here goes.

#1: I really should start to STOP spending all my money on who-knows where! I don't go out that often but every time I do, I tend to spend a lot. I need to feel the pain in spending, notthe pleasure.

#2: Stop using the word FML that much cause come to think of it, I actually have a great life.

#3: Stop procrastinating. Have to be enthusiastic about work to catch up with my spendings. Gawd already schedualed to spend 1k before new sem starts! Before new year! FML. Ooops. I take that back.

#4: Maintain my nice nice results and loving relationship life whilst spending more time with valuable friends and learn to ignore those obnoxious rude ones.

#5: Make more connection with my family. This year has been all study and fun that I rarely spend that much time talking or even sitting down together for dinner with family.

#6: I shall have to be more rajin and start "bao yang" liao. And also maintain hair colour so that I don't have pudding hair like now. 3 tones even!

#7: Stop stalking Dar's facebook to purposely find out whether his ex finds him back or not or whether he defends me. Actually, don't plan to keep this XD

Ok thats about it actually kthxbai!

Xiaxue inspired orgasm

2010-01-07T13:17:00.003+08:00

Ok the title screams pervert but hello~, at least it attracted your attention right?

Was reading through XiaXue's blog and came across this entry and no offense cause i did credit her but i just feel like wanting to put it up here since people have been asking.. questions. Hrmm..

To try orgasm, click here.

Enjoy!

Happy =)

2010-01-02T00:20:00.009+08:00

It's 2010!! *jumps around exited* *noob*

How did you celebrate yours?

First time count down outside with friends and love. Actually its only with love. Missed steamboat with besties *sorry* but did played at Boulevard super mini mini funfair with Mian and her dar. Sohai rides wtf make me scream and now sore throat FML

New Year Eve's dinner was at Pizza Hut.

That night so noob. I brought my camera out but left my memory card at home stuck in my laptop, turns out only can take like 5 pix wtf. So after adjust adjust then can take 20+. Lucky lah still.

Pizza Hut wasn't that nice lah cause they didn't have the cheesy crust i want. Out of cheese mai hai!

But contented cause i was with Dar *big wide smiles*

After dinner we went Boulevard cause there was this countdown there and the jam was like *speechless

Dar practically glared at me when he saw the line cause that guy HATES jam even if its just 5 min wtf!

Was suppose to meet mian but haiy she busy pat toh also but we did meet up la..

Mian dun need hide hide ur pictures lah haiyo hai bu shi na yang~

Went to the mini mini fun fair at Boulevard. Seriously so mini it had only 3 rides lo.

Went on the ride that spins you in air and Dar purposely scream super loud to make me scared FML.

Then on the bumper car. Sohai dao yao si.

SoSkipped the 3rd ride cause so lame and went to play even lamer games. Dar tried to win something for me.

No luck on big bears that night but Dar says better go buy. Bears from fun fair cheat you wan. Inside is like.. polyester. Seriously.

Dar did win me a smiley pillow. Its for me to use in his car now. =) our car lol!

Then came countdown. Saw few familiar faces around the crowd. I was just there for the fireworks. Cause missed out the ones on Christmas ma..

See the 'people mountain people sea' behind us? wtf

Yeah so finally watched fireworks with love. *big wide smiles*

kissed him under fireworks got magic happen or not wan?

sohai camera sohai pix what turf!

Then went back cause he actually was out studying the whole day was tired already.

I know you did everything for me. Thanks darling =)

MUAH!! Love you heaps!

Hope we can celebrate many many more new years to come, together, even better. =)

loves,

Cherly

p/s: more active in twitter cause its like a 'mini' blog. Follow me there XD

Hello 2010 )))))))

2009-12-31T15:42:00.006+08:00

2009 has come to an end now.. I liked 2009 just fine, why did it had to end?

Dun need to write about what i have gone through this year cause i think i wrote a lot about it you shall just have to dig it up and summarise yourself.

Actually i don't have a point to state here. I just wanted to blog for the sake of writing and posting it as the last post for this year.

I look ugly here wtf but i think Dar looks cute =)

I miss Christmas even though it has just been few days ago. Last week was superb and i want to go back but i know i cant. Just have to make the following weeks better.

Starting my year with a job. Gonna be working as promoter at Boulevard again this weekend.

'Great' start to my new year. I know I know I shouldn't be complaining cause I chose all this but HAIH i also duno how lah!

When i no job, i fret. When got job offer, i fret even more. After I accept the job, I feel like FML im so sad! wtf. Seriously cannot tahan myself.

Someone cheer me up and help me stay optimistic and happy for this next job!

Dunno why so lazy to work. I want be Da Xiao Jie ok.

Met my cousin and saw her this year new born son for the first time, Dominic. Welcome to the world :)

Left is Isaac. Still ever so naughty. He got 'tang zhuang' from China cause i mentioned it to my aunt that my dad's boss family wears traditional on CNY.

Went out for dinner last night cause Dar needed to pass me my phone chargers. Cannot live without phone and internet nowadays. Went to Hong Kong Noodle House (is it called that?) and had this huge bowl of congee cause i was sick. Wait. Am still sick. Got flu. But have to work tomorrow lo how! I don't want to croak and sneeze every 5 minutes or have to go blow my nose every 10 sec. Please God HEAL ME.

Or maybe i shouldn't have pizza tonight. Hmmm.. But it's new year's eve wor!! Sigh la see im being siao again.

Last week was too lazy to wash my hair so Dar brought me to his friend's salon. I should do this more often its so cheap somemore! Go wash hair every week I'm such a lazy bumm. Plus they temporary straighten my hair =) See i can let it down cause it's so straight again. Now lazy wanna wash hair liao lor!

And i miss bearbear. Left it with Dar so i can hug to sleep whenever im there instead of having to fight with Dar for pillows. Cause in the end I'm always the one with everything HEE's.

Okay end my 2009 last post here.

BaiBai 2009! We will miss youh!

Hello 2010. Treat me nice nice okeh!

Have a happy new year's eve people. Happy New Year! =)

xoxo

Cherly,with love.

Belated christmas post!

2009-12-26T21:03:00.022+08:00

Warning: Un-edited pix so fugry you might throw up wtf NO LAH where got that cheh cham you throw up then FYL I hope you fall down longkang and faint!

K lah still X'mas season dun be so bad. HEE most pix at the end are unedited coz too busy and then no inspiration to blog lah my blog is like half dead dun even have christmas spirit! So imma spread some belated christmas in here HEE.

This year's christmas is FAB compared to my previous years ones where i was alone and sad FML ok not that bad but yeah lah not as fun as this year. Year 2009 really marks a lot of first times in my life wth it have to end so fast! //BOO

Starting from christmas eve ermm before everything started Pearl picked me up from Dar's place to go to the Spring cause Nie and Shirly and Mian was there, felt like haven seen you guys in AGES lorh and i didnt even know Nie straighten her hair! sad barh so left out!!

I like Mian's and Shirly's jacket where you buy? I only saw it's Diesel brand dun k new year shopping bring me go hunt for it ok? And the scarf at Giordano Shirly bought also i secretly like hehe i wan stalk Giordano soon liao =D

Dar was quick to come cause he was having classes at Swin and it was ending so he came and i lied to him say i got lost in the Spring what turf when actually i was talking with Mian Lol. Aiya dar can always wait HEE

Oh and guess what Dar gave for christmas!

It's Bear Bear!! That's it's name what turf! I just call it that in case i come up with sohai names again like the name Noob for my turtle wtf.

So nice loh! Thank's darling I know you kinda broke liao but still bought this cause i liked it so much. I said can buy smaller wan but he insisted on this so i can hug to sleep as pillow at night. Mad love!!

Then i said i want christmas hat and we went out straight away to buy but cannot find the furry wan loh FOL

This looks like our family pix hehe.

Christmas eve.

Was suppose to go gai gai wan before go meet up with his friends but i so damn slow keep looking at mirror till it wanna crack liao so end up we didnt had time to go coz his friends called. So off we went to Travilion and went clubbing at Emperor.

No pix cause i left my cam in his car and lazy wan go back take cause wahlao my heels killing me loh!!

Emperor seriously not that nice lah we both agreed. We went Check-In also but missed the ah gua show loh. His friend say got ah gua competition but i think i blind or what why i spot no ah gua wan?!

But all in all, for first time real clubbing Emperor was fun lah got really ugly random lady and guy went pole dancing wtf so lame xia i feel so slutty i asked dar wanna go up and dance or not coz they so lao jio what turf!

The heavy music and beer drinking was fun towards the end. Around countdown I think i was half drunk already.

Nah show you my face.

wtf so funny Ok lah i wasn't really drunk cause i still had clear thinking. I knew what i said and did and thought but cannot walk straight lah! And now i know why people like drinking. It seriously makes you HAPPY. Ok maybe high is the word. My eyes look terrible cause i cried wtf i was talking then i started to accuse dar cause he always spoil my fun then my tears auto come out but i was laughing wtf Dar just stared and say 'why you so cute wan!' FML

All the while i kept smiling and giggling for i dunno what but i knew i didnt want the feeling to go away! But Dar saw me wobbling and cheated me to go back sien wan loh. Now dunno wether he will ever bring me clubbing ady or not. He didnt expected me to drink so much and i didnt want Coke cause rm10 for a glass is like siao wan k! i rather drink from the tap. JK.

We left around 2 and i said i want eat cause he cheat me to go out of the pub and told his friends i was drunk. I knew what you said ok! I NOT drunk, just high. Lol.

So he turned round and round cause i insisted on having my choice of food.

Actually he used to it cause i always make him do stuffs like this. Go in crazy direction cause i not satisfied then end up in the original place what turf gf like me he the only one that can tahan loh!

I forgot where we had late night supper lah. By the time we got back was like 3am or something. Dar had to drag me to bath cause i super want to just lie down and sleep but he refuse cause we smelt of smoke and beer. But he had to tahan also in the end cause i didnt wash my hair Oops!

See bear bear also got tired of waiting for us to come back!

Woke up to CHRISTMAS!!! And lucky no headache whatsoever.

Sad loh ahve to spring clean his room for him on christmas FML.

So night time die also i want him bring me out. He so house guy i can die ah live with him! Ok touch wood choi choi choi! Had been staying with him for a week now still alive and HAPPY *gloats around in pink bubbles

Blur picture of me. I brought bear bear out for christmas!! I left him in the car lah siao if i bring out people think. hmmm.. people will just think its christmas present nia ho! FML i shud just bring it down!

Guess where we went!!

So lame. Kuching so desperate where else can we go? Spring again lah!

Got pink christmas tree! Told Dar next time i will get this for christmas and he nodded YAYS

Browsed around and ended up at Iglool. Again. Seriously their ice cream is Dar's fav everytime must go there. But me suka also HEE

Feeling happy and loved =)

Seriously we didnt do anything fun for christmas lah. Spend the whole night at spring till it closed.

Nah intro nice place to you. It's behing MBO.

New Cafe. Gasoline. Not bad lah i guess considering Kuching is just like that also.

From the outside. Looks like a castle or something. Next time can just gather here liao lah.

I made Dar walk up and down and up again cause i cannot decide wether i wan McD or to try out Gasoline. Then Spring was closing so whatever lah just go check out Gasoline.

The inside is mostly floor sitting but got tables and chairs also but i wun prefer that.

Seperated by curtains from each cubicle and draped with curtain lines at the entrence of cubicle. wtf my description so bad what turf!

Seriously Dar looked sohai here but idk our other pix i lazy sort liao. This was self timer shot and i look best here HEE.

dar will so gimme goldfish eyes if he finds out.

NAH. dun say i pollute your eyes! Give you leng leng pix i stole from FB.This was christmas eve at the Spring. I missed out on fireworks this year so sad!! FML why pubs dun play fireworks wan!
How was your christmas?

Have fun till the the next celebration of new year! Hello 2010. See you soon. =)

ps: wonder if dar would bring me clubbing again hmmm so nice feeling high LOL

Blogs

2009-12-13T20:50:00.005+08:00

Password protected post here: CLICK

Started to use wordpress and it's a lot nicer than blogspot lerh cause the gadgets are nice and ready plus nicer customization. Should I change to it or just stick here and leave that for more private post? Cause there can password protect and here can't so damn not convenient de loh!

小叮当说冷笑话！

2009-12-13T15:07:00.003+08:00

Today watched the replay of 天才冲冲冲 on sattelite TV and laughed so hard. One of them is because of 小钟 . Some of you might have heard the joke before but idk I'll write it here anyway.

冷笑话1

小丁当：大雄，你知道谁常住在黑暗之中吗？

大雄：不知道勒。。谁啊？

小丁当：就是我啊！

大雄：哈？为什么？

小丁当：因为我都伸手不见五指嘛。。。

大雄：*冷*

冷笑话2

小丁当：大雄，你知道谁最喜欢帮助别人吗？

大雄：邮差吗？他人很好也。。

小丁当：不是啦！是我！

大雄：为什么？

小丁当：因为我常对人伸出援（圆）手啊！

哈哈哈哈！！

冷笑话3

小丁当：那你又知道我是什么颜色吗？

大雄：你当我瞎的吗？不就蓝色嘛！

小丁当：错！是红色！

大雄：怎么可能？！

小丁当：因为“ang ang ang~”（小丁当主题曲？

大雄：你那么坏，我不跟你玩了！

哈哈哈！冷死了啦！

This short post is to make up to myself who have tons of things to blog about but have no idea where to start. I think cause in holiday mode so even brain not working. Anyways, I'm still having fun in Sibu, more shopping to come! See you peeps in a week's time!

Of friends and leaves and diamonds?

2009-12-07T00:17:00.000+08:00

You know, I once fantasies that my best friend's bf would also be best friend's with my bf.

That way, we can always go on double dates.

And we wouldn't have to split our times between bf and bffs'

Then we can always have small gatherings or small parties where the guys will be guys while us girls will be girls. At the same time not needing to stay away from the other half.

And we would compare our other half and boast on how we're being pampered and love and compete about how we sayang them back. In a fun and very friendly way of course.

Well this fantasy of mine almost came true. Erm actually it did, for awhile, until one day it just broke into gazilion pieces and I have the least of an idea why it turned out that way.

It's like, everything was ok at first then the next day, it just wasn't.

I have no idea what i did and what's left of it is like cheese on pizza. Thin and easily torn apart when you pull it long.

I was afraid it would turn out that way, over once and for all, if I tried to confront and sort out all the pieces.

But then again, it could turn out the other way round.

At first I thought the difference i was sensing is just another wrong turn of my sixth sense.

You know feminity and their sixth sense can be amazingly accurate at times. But then again, at some points, it's just us being the girl in us, thinking too much.

Of course I did tried, in a rather timid way, of trying to sort out what happened but after being turned to in an oddly cold manner, I guess i just gave up. Maybe I was too coward.

About those secrets shared and thoughts consoled, it was just like writing it in a diary and laying it exposed, anyone could have picked it up and use it against me.

And that is what happened.

It is indeed very shattering to me when I first came to my senses that it was her doing it to me.

Maybe not diredtly but she was feeding the culprit. From what was used against me there were some pretty relevent leads showing who it was. Thou the culprit remains anonymous.

At first it was just trying to smudge my reputation to the bf, then it was to my friends.

When it was leading no where, it came back to the bf.

Accusations were made although they were pretty hilarious to the bf and i cause obviously they weren't true.

Then it was accusations made to me that I was trying to compete with the friend.

That was even more hilarious.

Okay on my defense, I would win if we were to really compete if as what the anonymous said that it's about our self.

I mean, body figure, studies, place where we study, even bf also triumph over her la but the point is, I never thought about competing. Where is the need? There wouldn't even be a price.

If I was to lose then may it be that way, cause those are what I have and I can't ask for more. I'm being gratefull and I thank God for everything that I have and don't.

I want to start about how i think it was God making fate happen between me and the bf but maybe next time cause it'll be out of topic.

I wonder if Mr anonymous even can read english. Hello. Ni kan de dong wo zai shuo ni ma?

Wtf. The recent ones were accusations that my bf is telling people about the friends secret and anonymous denies that it's true and fired back.

Fact is, bf never did said anyting to anyone. Who could he tell? I mean, if you really use your brain, those who matters to the friend and the friends' bf would have already guessed it.

Actually, most people know, they just chose to remain quiet because it's none of their business.

Mr anonymous is trying to break us up also by saying to bf that I'm cheating on him. *laughs with bf at the text message.

Bf ignored the message and didn't eben told or question me. He didn't want me to fret over some useless stuffs.

How I knew? I was helping him with his phone when I saw. I asked him and he said it was sent in the wee hours of the morning and it didn't bothered him at all.

Come on, if you think what's between us is just another relationship then sorry la, it has a big probability that it's for life.

We've been seeing each other for almost everyday for 8 months now. Someone once told me that if it remains the same after half a year of being together, no long distance, then it's there to stay. At least for awhile.

Okay, kinda out of topic. Back to friends.

I'm reallyy sad that I lost a friend just like that.

Maybe I haven't but what is laid to me is screaming that it's over.

That's why the fantasy just disappeared. Poof. Just like that.

What may seem ok on the surface may not not totally be that way in the inside.

There is a quote that says that friends are just like leaves, everywhere, but true ones are hard to find, like diamonds.

It's not the exact but the meaning is there.

I thought you were my diamond, until the haze cleared and you're just another leaf.

I hope that I am wrong. So turn back into a diamond ok?

I never want and will go through one by one what you did to me, cause it just wouldn't mean anything.

As weak as I am, if you backstab me, I'll probably just complain to the bf and bffs and let go.

Cause holding on will just make my life bitter, and black coffee is enough if i wanted bitter.

If you, the diamond or leaf, reads this, you'll know it's you.

Cause there's still a bond, even if we're enemies.

So what will happen next, is for you to decide.

If you want to continue to be the way you are now, then fine.

But if you change your mind, we both can just pretend there was never this stage and continue from where we broke off.

Not a word will be brought up. It'll be a prt of a bad dream, forgotten.

Sorry for so emo post I was emo ok nao i happy dy cause I'm in Sibu and I likeee.

I'll post about why I like it next!

Gaga

2009-12-04T13:20:00.003+08:00

I'll be leaving for Sibu this Sunday till the 20th.

Unless I decide to stay longer.

Also will be going to Miri for a day or 2.

So less updates I assume.

I want to shop for my Valentine's dress online, any recommends?

And Valentine's gift.

And Christmas present.

Anyone know where to get nice and comfy guys jacket with price range below 200?

I might as well get myself another jacket too.

Meanwhile, spam you with Lady Gaga.

Go love her.

Not spam after all since only 2 pictures.

Haih.

I'm bored.

Waiting for news from bf to say that he has safely arrived in Sarikei.

I'll buy blue contact lenses too. I don't want black or grey or brown.

When I'm not short sighted, the lenses are just for display so why buy those colours that will not stand out?

I mean, seriously, I want guys to look at me, I mean, at my blue coloured eyes.

That's what colored contact lenses are for.

This is early but Hey 2010, treat me nice. =)

回忆是冰封在眼睛的雨藏着多幸福的事情

2009-12-03T14:48:00.003+08:00

若非这一场雨
有些事再也不会想起
你怀里那片温暖的遮蔽
如今剩一把伞温热我手心
学你的语气
连道别都如此的温馨
两个字比眼泪还断续
是否表示你也不忍分离
回忆是冰封在眼睛的雨
藏着多幸福的事情
回不去是你
任谁也换不了的过去
爱情是凝结在脸颊的雨
像水晶总会融去
才那么美丽
感谢那个雨季
身旁的人是你
时间是冻结在玄关的雨
模糊你离去的脚印
至少那涟漪
证明我们曾走在一起
你是那飘落在昨天的雨
在心里留下回忆
却遥不可及
仿佛那一个梦里哦
还躲在离散地

The meanings have nothing near to what happened to me nut somehow it made me miss that prince who was never meant to be mine.

Best buys

2009-12-02T12:06:00.003+08:00

PC fair was back last weekend and I insisted we went. We as in me and the Bf and me and the dad.

Cause I have gadget shopping to do.

Also because that's the first place the Bf brought me to and the first thing he bought me was from there also.

My buys. Oh i feel so loved.

I didn't contribute my pocket money at all as I would thought.

Went with daddy on Saturday and after a full round of just looking around, he followed me around to buy what I wanted/needed.

Cooler Pad=Rm9

Laptop sleeve=Rm9

Keyboard protector film=Rm3

Baby mouse in peach=Rm9.9

The headphones weren't from daddy. Guess who.

Yes the Bf bought me those and I didn't even requested for it.

He paid in front of my friends ahead of me cause i was opening my purse.

Feel so loved. Friend even said: you don't need to work anymore, you have your 'income'.

LOLS

We had Scoops ice cream after that then dinner at SCR Xpress.

I'm allergic to that but I still wanted to go, against Sugarbun.

So much fast food these days. McD every week eh! And then KFC on Monday.

Bf paid for everything every time.

I can live with just RM5 in my pocket cause Dar won't let me pay or treat him. He will even give me money ==

I love you heaps Darling.

Going out with you last Sunday felt like the first time we went out.

And every day ever since that. It's the 8th month.

And how come we already are talking about marriage and families?

Good luck in your last paper.

Looking forward to our last date for the year this Thursday.

Have fun in Sarikei.

I'll have my fun in Sibu.

Can't wait for Valentine's.

5 facts you don't know about me

2009-11-27T16:35:00.002+08:00

You tried this? Very yummy. I want.

Since I always bore you with my daily routines i now give you 5 wtf facts about me lah.

Nah! Read and go wtf at me.

Fact #1: I have a secret love.

My secret love is... *jeng jeng jeng* Finals!

Yeap. Especially finals or sem exams that make you go mad studying wan. I love them ok I dunno why. Since high school.

I think it's because during that time we have no homework or no due dates then like very free loh.. Slack at your own risk! I know lah i weird. Myself very amused also.

Fact #2: Workaholic love.

I secretly like working alone. I don't like group works or projects. I like it individual.

Neither do i like delegating even though it is useful.

It's either they do a worst job than me or waaay better. I don't like.

Fact #3: Baby.

Ask the boyfriend. I cry everyday, literally.

Over everything. Especially when I'm angry or disappointed.

Or when he starts talking to me in serious tone which i will assume that he xiong me but actually he's not. I look at him then he will see tears.

Very wtf. Go ask la. Even kids make me cry.

I hate kids ok. I hate them.

Fact #4: Hopeless

I may be the blur-est person on earth.

I can cross the road without knowing there's an accident behind me.

Or knowing where I'm going. Even if you walk beside me for like 15 minutes I may not notice you also so don't bother surprising me la. You'll end up annoyed anyway.

Fact #5: Naive.

I'm naive, not sohai ok.

I fall for the lamest trick/cheat/lie/joke in the book.

Example.

Once, after showing Jason how high tech we are compared to his college, that we can swap our student ID on lab doors for access or swap it on photocopy machines and can reload it to photocopy stuffs like that, he pulled a trick on me. He showed me a receipt from his college library and told me can swap also. It was just a piece of paper with no bar codes or anything relevent. He pointed on a print and say scan that and i believed him wtf and I was so exited ask him this and that. Until a point the boyfriend already feel like wanna vomit blood, he asked me.

BF: Will you hate Jason like, forever?

GF: Why wor? *big smile still plastered on face.

BF: You actually think it's true?

GF: *Looks at the culprit.

Culprit: *Trying not to choke from tahan laugh.

So wtf ok!

So if you have your own facts which are worst than mine, then you really kesian lo..

But come to think of it quite cute also lerh!

Imagine how your bf will sayang you for all the stupid things you said and do wtf.

new layout

2009-11-24T15:58:00.001+08:00

OMG i just spend one whole noon editing my layout, in the middle of finals!!
Tomorrow, productivity tools. I duno how to study that la its so practical wan..

Anyways layout still incomplete got some parts need editing but now i wan watch my 宫心计 very gan cheong you know so gtgbb!

19.11

2009-11-21T13:58:00.006+08:00

Happened on 19 nov thus the date.

Watched 2012 with Dar and one of his friend. Suppose to be 2 of his friend but one overslept i think.

2012 is suppose to be the end of the world predicted by the Bible but not exactly. It will be the end of the world one day, just not near the future and not like how the movie portrayed.

Generally it was about the sun heating up the earth and the crust shifting so there were major earthquakes and great Tsunami(s) around the world wiping out everything. In the end it turned out to be something like Noah's Ark with all the animals and people on it. Worth watching for the great animation, visual effect and graphics. Haven seen movie which was long and that i could wholly watch it as in immersed in it. The past ones were short and scary. This movie is 2 and a half hours.

At Star. We went MBO at first but the movie was full and we were late also. So we went to Star and watched the 11.30 movie. Finished at 2am. We arrived home at 3 and the bf still got energy to Dota wtf screw the inventer of Dota i hope he fall into the drain.

The night. I know la i have lousy camera don't need you remind.

Spot me. =)

This was after the movie. Got backache ok no couple seat then the hand rest so stiff some more cannot even enjoy movie with his arm around me wan =(

Finals on Monday. Suppose to be studying but.. haiya never mind la. Nothing to study anyway.

Going watch movie liao bye.

2012

2009-11-20T15:06:00.003+08:00

Today is a lazy rainy afternoon where it is nice to just nap at home in your comfy bed or just be accompanied by that someone who is just too busy gaming but turns to check on you every 10-15 minutes to see what you're doing or whether you've gone bored =)

Finally took some time to read Su Ann's blog and realized how people all change under different circumstances.

i dont want to worry about where i am relative to everyone else. i dont want to feel suicidal after every exam. i dont want to have the answer key to problem sets, but refuse to copy it because i ‘want to learn things the right way’. i want to be lazy hazy and rainy. i want to flake off and borderline flunk out college. i want to major in something that has no ‘market value’. i wanna take advantage of this amazing city! and see everything! i wanna fly to london on a whim. i want to go to pittsburgh. there are so many things to do and so little time. do perfect scores in problem sets answer any real questions in life?

That may not be my situation now but as time passes and the pressure gets intense, how many of us will end up that way? I might be one of those kia-su's out there. Although those mentions are not what i want to do with my life exactly but see of it as something symbolic to it. How many of you secretly wants those too?

The title is 2012 not because its the end of the world. The world will not end in 2012. It's because i have no idea what to put as a title and i just watched it last night.

my hair is copper brown/bronze/gold whatever

2009-11-18T11:56:00.009+08:00

I dunno what title i want for this so might as well put my hair colour. In the sunlight it is bronze. Some strands at the side are really gold cause of the previous highlights of orange i had.

Last Sunday, small bola died. T.T

I cried ok i so sayang it wan partly because its a gift from Dar and its suppose to resemble us.

I dunno why it died. I left it under the sun then 2 hours later it was dead.

Turtle cannot go under the sun ka???

It was kinda cloudy that day plus they had water AND the tank cover was on what! *sobs

The other turtle was noob *yala go away and laugh la HMPH

It was so emo after i buried small bola it didn't move or ate at all. I was so scared it would die as well.

No it won't mean anything like we won't last. Im not into this stuffs ok.

Back to some happy events. Kitty was ubber cute.

I pointed my camera at her and she moewed at it la.. But lucky she didn't move away.

My two other cats know they are having their picture taken so whenever i point my camera at them they start to walk away. So arrogant punya.

Cats are so cute. Pets with personality. Unlike dogs where you can bribe it with food but if cats, they only response to you according to their mood and if they fail to nap enough, they will scratch you. Lol. Why cant some humans be more original like them.

I found my camera battery and Dar got new specs. Was half way rushing my assignment when i got up to be vain. Stressed bah. Now that his roommate shifted downstairs to go online his table is constantly flooded with my stuffs. Laptop, phone, chargers, hair straighteners and combs and everything. He hates it when everything is scattered about.

Now thats the semester is coming to an end i guess will be seeing less of him in the next 3 months. Want to cook more also cause who knows la next year he wants to eat home everyday again. Yays after finals going Sibu hah! Dar going Sarikei also find his friends. And one of his friends i dunno their nickname la wei hung i think who lives at Tapah is a relative of my cousin's husband. == The ironies. World is so small.

Parking tickets. Dar always gets this cause i take my time eating and walking. hahaha

He even got his favourite station. Must go Petronas wan. And i just noticed it was number 13. His favourite number, literally.

And i think i got thinner, my face i meant, sharper. But my belly didn't get anywhere near 24 la.. at least i dun have tayars bah and its still flat. XD

Dar and his new specs with his witty pose. Never know how to vain with me wan.

k have to finish assignment liao bye!

Thank You for her ^^

2009-11-14T11:22:00.004+08:00

Yesterday didn't went perfectly well for me as expected.

I miss being able to cry. What? Nobody told you crying is one of my expertise meh?

Well Dar was impressed i could cry for an hour straight, am not impressed.

The emo emo mood.

Didn't want to go back yet but the only place i can go to is Spring, and the only person that can be there for me is you.

Thanks for accompanying me. For the K session. And for the yummy latte.

I felt so much better that i can even take pictures again.

For awhile, I've forgotten how to be vain.

And no I am not talking about my boyfriend. A girl has to have someone else besides her mate.

I'm talking about someone I believe is here for me by Him.

I'm talking bout you Pearl.

And i love this quote. Our white prince.

'Cause we're God's little princess.

Video to share. Cats are soooo cute. *loves*

Gift from God.

In-class web caming session.

2009-11-10T10:22:00.012+08:00

This was yesterday in General English @.
Very sorry to our Sir, we were completely ignoring you who are trying to teach up front.

Okay GTG buy!!

i wan spaghetti~

2009-11-07T02:30:00.012+08:00

Late update but have been a little busy//lazy to update plus i have no relative pictures.
Pearlie passed me hers but somehow i can't find the file and the second transfer could not be opened wtf.

Okay okay.
Last sunday, wait. Last Monday was All Saint's Day.
It was kinda like chinese 'qing ming' except its for christians, Catholic to be exact.
As usual dad went down to Serian to 'visit' granddad and mummy but this year, he went alone.
Usually we would tag along for the reason of skipping class. I know i know so not sincere wan wtf.
Didn't know why my bro didn't go but i just didn't feel like it, and i'd rather be in campus on monday ><>

So we went... *jengjengjeng* 175(degree) aka fish spa!

Had almost the whole place to ourselves cause its not peak hours..

Soaked our legs in the mini pond the whole time instead of getting a table..

Come to think of it, its kinda dirty when we put our hands into the water cause everyone is like dipping their feet in. Still it was nice. We got the feeling that out foot are super smooth after the fish ate off the dead skin wtf psychology.

Pearlie accidentally broke my glass of iced lemon tea but lucky no need pay cause we really din bring out that much money.

Great place for small gatherings. Iced lemon tea is vummy wtf. Guess where the picture above is taken lollollol.

Pearl left me at the Spring later in the noon so she could go back and change and get her license and all. yes she was driving without a license. So yeah, i was actually kinda too tired to shop that day so went into Starbucks. Wanted to buy Big Apple Doughnut but ended up having chocolates instead. Starbucks+Big apple doughnut= <3>

Oh and we also asked Yan out for dinner.

Actually it was a sudden decision so i called him and he decided he only wanted dinner.

Pearl and I agreed on Sharing Planet.

Geng la my dear she actually coppied down the whole map. If it was me i think i would just get lost around in those residential area wtf i didn't even see Stapok Badminton Court that Yan mentioned ah!

And they kept teasing me for my road dumbness =.=

Compared to pictures, the place was relatively small and yes quite secluded.

I heard from Janice there were actually goose there before O.o

And we met Stansfield there celebrating a birthday for someone. They were having wine in tall glasses wtf!!! We wanted that also but we couldn't find any alcohol in the menu so i think they specially requested to open a bottle or something.

Ended we 3 had Ribena Sprite instead. Without the straw also can pass for red wine ma.. haiyo..

besides, Ribena is one of the love of my life ))))))))))))))

Ribena Sprite i dun really like. Ribena Shandy is NICE.

Some spaghetti Pearl and I ordered. I picked this because it had white wine in it i know la so lame *lowIQ but hey Yan knew we picked that dish because of the wine also ma!

Yan actually ordered something called cheezyland and i thought it would be filled with cheese or yellow or something but then it was chicken.

Very large portion and we felt full already just by looking at it.

Actually they have very big plates also. The plate above actually is as big as a mexican hat, well almost.. Just much much heavier.

Yan and Pearl. Awwww they actually look kinda cute together la~~ I now think she looks so much MUCH better in short hair i wonder what was the long hair part about last time. *random thought:i want hair extensions!!*

They were posing like that cause we ordered our second round of drinks and Yan pointed a two at the waiter which looked like he was flirting with him ahahaha.

He was sitting beside me the whole night but shifted over to her side cause i wanted Dar to meet them and Dar had this major thing for Yan ><

Yeah so they met, as in just looked at each other cause Dar didn't want to come in at first.

i got him in to pay my bills nia.. and he pass me 50rm and went out to wait for me again O.o

He beh song la i made him come in but then he very easy pujuk wan la..

I wan movies. Yan you want also ho? and swimming sessions! Pearl!

Yan wanna watch jennifer's body cause Megan Fox is hot! Eh im like hot also bah~ wtf.

and pearl wants to watch 2012. I wanna watch both *winks

p/s:Dad says its ok if i want to go Bali or Indonesia with my friends *winks winks

p/s/s: He even said ok if i wanted to go Singapore! Wheee!

See my dad is cool like that. You got or not?

copy~~ and paste!!! ))))))))))))))))))))))

2009-11-05T13:13:00.002+08:00

1.进入大学，你的所有过去对于他们来说是一张白纸，这是你最好的重新塑造自己形象的时候。

2.大学可能有真实的爱情，但只是可能。很多时候他们是因为别人都谈恋爱而羡慕或者别的原因而在一起。

3.你在大学有很多意外用钱的地方。为了你的家人和你自己的前途，永远别乱花钱。

4.你大学的朋友很可能就是你将来事业的一部分。他们会帮助你。但是你也应该让自己有能够帮助他们的实力，所以，你要努力。

5.很多事情当你再回忆时会发现其实没什么。所以，不管你当时多么生气愤怒或者别的，都告诉自己不必这样。

6.学习，永远不要忘记。如果你学习失败了，你就什么也不是，当然，也不排除意外，但问题是，你会是那个意外吗？

7.别说脏话，你应该知道习惯的力量。你随便的一个字或者几个字会让你在别人心中的形象大打折扣。

8.好好利用在公共场合说话的机会，展示或者锻炼。

9.别为你自己和别人下定论，这非常重要。你所看到听到的可能只是一面。

10.如果你发现很久了你一直是一个人去食堂吃饭或者去上自习，别在意，大学里一个人是正常的。

11.很多事情别人通知你了，要说谢谢，没有通知你，不要责怪，因为那些事情你其实应该自己弄清楚。

12.“我请你吃饭”之类的话永远不要乱说。

13.尊严是最重要的，但在大学里，要懂得利用这个空间锻炼自己，让自己的尊严有足够大的承受力。除了你自己，没人会为你保留它。社会是一个最喜欢打碎人的尊严的地方。

14.大学是亚社会，当你上了高年级后，要让自己有大人的形象，大一的孩子看到你，你要能让他们感觉到你是他们的学长，你很成熟。

15.你有足够的理由佩服每天早起的人，不信的话，你去做，做到后会发现有很多人在佩服你呢。

16.经常给家里打个电话。

17.你可以有喝醉的时候，但是你要明白和真正的朋友一醉才能让伤心事休，否则，你只会是别人的谈资和笑柄。

18.如果你三/四年内很少去图书馆的话，你就等于自己浪费了一大笔的财富。

19.不论男人还是女人，如果在大学里还把容貌当做重要的东西而过分重视的话，可能不会吃亏，但是早晚会吃亏。

20..新学期如果你接新生的话，当被问到学校怎么样之类的问题时，你要记住你不但是这个学校的一分子，你更要给学弟学妹带来信心，你走过大一，你应该知道那时候对学长的信任多深。

21.别迷恋网络游戏。千万别。永远别。

22.“我爱你”。别对很多人说这句话，在大学里，希望你只对一个人说，这是尊重你爱的人，更是尊重你自己的感情。

23.在大学里，你有足够的空间承受失败和打击，因此，你真的应该找找自信和自傲的区别，可以用一辈子的。

24.如果你的个性让很多人对你敬而远之，那么你的个性是失败的，个性的成功在于能吸引，而不是能排斥。

25.如果把上课不睡觉当做一种锻炼并且你做到了，那么，你将会很强。

26.学生会的主席之类的干部，如果你尊重他们，告诉你自己那是因为他们是你的学长而不是因为他们是你的上级。

27.别怕丢人，那是一种成功的尝试，不要笑话那些上台丢人的人。

28.从绝望中寻找希望，人生终将辉煌。

29.如果你不抽烟的话，你的精力将会比抽烟的时候好。

30.你的确要学会有心计，但是永远记住，要胜利的唯一的方法永远只是:实力。

31.面对不公平的东西，不要抱怨，你不如去努力奋斗，争取你自己最合适的公平。

32.人生百态，不要对新的看不惯的东西生气，无所谓的，比如说恋人同居问题，这和我们很多人无关。

33.记住:为自己设定一个远大的人生目标，并终生为之奋斗。

34..在大学里就开始训练自己的冷静力，这是一种能力，有大事时，能安静并能快速想出办法的人，很厉害。

35.大学的竞争范围是所有的大学生，所以，你知道是否敢放松学习。

36.大了，成熟了，稳重了，但是这和激情不矛盾，一种对工作和学习的冲击力及持久力会让你有特殊的魅力。

37.记住，即便你是学生会主席，如果你的四级没过，没有毕业证，仍然不会有单位想要你。单位需要的是工作的人而不是当官的人。

38.永远不要嘲笑你的教师单调，因为有一天现实会让你为这种愚蠢付出代价。

39.不要幻想自己能成为招聘会上的宠儿，很快你就会明白:百分之七十的初中生都可以上大学。

40.英语一定要学好。

41.你可以看不惯一些东西，但是你应该学会接受，如果你没法改变那一切的话。

42.对陌生人，或者把对方当做一张白纸，或者把对方当做你的朋友，总之别当做敌人，即使你听到再多的关于他(她)的不好的传闻。

43.爱你的人，不管你接不接受，你都应该感谢对方。

44.每个星期一定要抽时间出来锻炼身体的。好处多多。

45.如果有人嫉妒你，你可以把他从竞争者之列删除了。怀嫉妒之心者，难成大事。

46.别去争论，人不可能赢得争论，可以说，争论所提及的话题都是不值得去争论的。

47.成功的方法多种多样，别不接受你看不惯的方法。

48.男人，你长得可以不帅，但你这个人必须帅，而且，那才是真正的帅。(当然，女人也是同样的道理)所以，不必在穿着打扮上花太多心思。

49.别以为在学生会你能得到你曾经想要的。工作的热情很可能因为你所看到的所经历的一些事而改变。

50.文或武，你总要有一样。样样通样样松都是禁忌。样样通几样更通方是境界。

51.还能冲动，表明你还对生活有激情，总是冲动，表明你还不懂生活。

52.如果你不能拥有，那么告诉自己别忘记——如果你能承受那伤痛的话。

53.虽然班级的概念在大学并不明显，但是也别忘记，你的同学你的朋友。

54.准备考研，早点比晚点好。

55.别抱怨四级六级，那是证明你能力的很好的东西。

56.要有精英意识，考虑一下，大学的人了，迷恋武侠和言情，已经没有任何意义。

57.莫过于耿直，莫过于圆滑。外圆内方是一种视野，视野决定着境界。

58.大学的手机是否应该用只有自己有答案。

59.永远别渴望做个谁都不得罪的人，在反对和支持声中自己做出决定才精彩。

60.要有魄力，即使是失败，也不要让自己的人生平庸。

61.喜欢一个人，就勇敢地告诉他或者她。大学是学习的地方，但是我理解爱情的力量。

62.应该相信一句话:没有不可能的事情！只要去做。现在我们是学生，十年后呢？

63.不要总想是否能成功，既然选择，便当风雨兼程。

64.后悔，它是一种耗费精神的情绪，后悔是比损失更大的损失，比错误更大的错误。所以不要后悔。

65.我们确实活得艰难，要承受种种外部的压力，更要面对自己内心的困惑。在苦苦挣扎中，如果有人向你投以理解的目光，你会感到一种生命的暖意，或许仅有短暂的一瞥，便足以使我感奋不已。

66.每个人都有潜在的能量，只是很容易被习惯所掩盖，被时间所迷离，被惰性所消磨。

67..相信时间的力量，可以冲淡很多东西。

68.记住:目光要深远。你的目光看多远你就能走多远。

69.人生有很多次如果，但是，没有一次“但是”。

70.永远不要瞧不起大学里的贫困生。

71.在大学时代看看学校的招聘会吧，你会感觉到一种前途的危机。全是人，全是人，全是人……

72.越大，我们就会发现对与错越是那么不明显，这不是错，这是事实，而且无法改变。

73.记住结交每一个值得结交的朋友。原谅那个在你背后涌你一刀却还表现得很无辜的人，他们是可怜的。

74.无聊的时候，别忘记朋友。朋友无聊的时候，别忘记你是他们的朋友。

75.如果你没有珍惜大学这三/四年，你一定会抱憾终生。

Lover's tears

2009-10-30T10:54:00.003+08:00

I hate that he has turned from someone i can live with to become that someone i cannot live without.

Love is a bitch.

為什麼要對你掉眼淚
why must my tears fall for you?
你難道不明白為了愛
do you not understand that it is for love?
只有那有情人眼淚最珍貴
only the tears of that lover are the most precious
一顆顆眼淚都是愛都是愛
every single drop of tear is love, is love

為什麼要對你掉眼淚
why must my tears fall for you?
你難道不明白為了愛
do you not understand that it is for love?
要不是有情郎跟我要分開
if it wasn’t for my lover wanting to break up with me
我眼淚不會掉下來掉下來
my tears wouldn’t fall, wouldn’t fall

好春才來春花正開
springtime just arrived, the flowers are blooming
你怎捨得說再會
how do you bear to bide goodbye?
我在 *深閨* ** 望穿秋水**
within my room I anxiously pined
你不要忘了我情深深如海
you wouldn’t forget my love that is as deep as the sea

Pringles have PINK chips XP

2009-10-29T08:15:00.002+08:00

This is what i have been up to.

My diploma life so free that playing games on Facebook is a perfect past time. Well almost.

But then, my cafe quite chio right?

Thanks to Jason. *winks*

Now it's decision making time.
I hate this part right here. Always bugs me no end.
It's like, wether you wanna expand your cafe now, or not?
To get decorative bling counters which cost 10,000, or change all my tables to the fancy pink ones.
And I want my stove to be all pink. Hell I'm a pink freak.

Anyways... that's not my point. It's the decision making part.
Should I take summer semester or not? I don't mind 'cause summer sem is free cause its those bloody MPW subjects but then Dar wanted us to work, together.
But nevermind since summer sem is only from Nov to beginning January.
So I want this intake or the January intake and go play first?
Is the intake even available for Diploma students? =.=
It says all continuing students, so includes, right?

And i didn't get my Yayasan loan.
but then I only have to pay 2k this sem, I have my 1k merit scholarship ^^
Hopefully I'll get the scholarship again this sem.
Then there will be extra 1k for me to spend, rights?

Phone paralyzed. It gave up on surviving from all my dropping it around.
The whole left and middle button couldn't be used the other day but last night I found out the middle part revived O.o
Hopefully it fully recover soon.
One part of the keypad drop out and now my phone looks funny.
I should consider get the cheapest most tahan lasak nokia phone wtf
I still want the SE zsomething something de because the one in pink is chio and its flip phone with display outside. It's very outdated i know but then at least if i kill it again, the guilt won't be there?
My supernova phona also latest ma when I got it last year end and see now what happen?
It didn't even lasted one year!

Stupid people I shall call the police and sue you shit shit.

If you backstabbed me, fine. I only can say I trusted the wrong person.

But hell you don't try to make me backstab you back.

I don't want to be the same SHIT person as you.

Wanted to move over to Tumblr but a lot of people using. Don't feel like it, yet.
Password protected post. I need.

Eternity is being with someone you can live with, not someone you cannot live without. She said.
Kiss me, or I'll find one who does and leave you. I said. wtf.

A face in the so-called book

2009-10-23T10:53:00.003+08:00

Got funny message from anonymous again
i guess the best way is to screen his number from our phones
Maybe i should call the service provider and file a police report for harassment.
hmmm..

Happy la today.

I told dad that i want go shopping and get a set of clothes and he said ok.

Then I say 'wa bo lui bo..'

And he handed me money, then said to himself 'enough or not? take more la..'

And gave me more money. LOL.

Oh, am in fb ms photogenic contest.
NOTHING PERSONAL WITH ANYONE OK
Go to facebook and add Mick Long as fan.
You will find me in the Ms Photogenic FB'09 S-2 album.
to vote, click 'like' on my picture.
Voting doesn't start till 26 Oct so a little help here ^^
And Cat is in also, vote her too if you please.

So happily sian.
What to prepare for our lunch??
Duh..

what did i do to deserve you?

2009-10-20T09:21:00.007+08:00

Found my camera under heaps of clothes and dust.
Left forgotten too long, even the battery in it is dead and rotten.
Not rotten la but it looks dead. =.=
I should get a better decent camera, or a decent phone with decent camera.
And decent laptop with decent webcam.
I keep wanting to get web cam but then i dun really FEEL the need, so i rather change the whole laptop instead, when when when??
Probably next year.
But new phone soon wei~~~ mine is so crappy that its crap. =.=
Ok, maybe i drop it too much.

Teng:AHH!!
Bola:HA??!! What what what? come sayang..
Teng:My phone drop la!
Bola:=.= Cheh.. Pick up la, always drop wan la..
Teng:!!!

See how common it is?
Till he don't even bother to pick up for me. T.T
Sigh la.
But then my camera still ok ok la.. Just don't expect superb shots like the ones below.. Those are from Mian's camera.

Yesterday was happy. Contented happy.
And i bought myself a trinket i saw in UBS.
Now you can hear me milesss away.
Ok just steps away la..

That is, of course, not the best part.
Best part was we went to pick up this. ^^

Looks simple. It is simple, just a silver ring.
Dar got us a pair for my birthday.
Feel like want tell something here but :x
haha.
Anyways, I'm not just happy cause he got us a couple ring, look properly.

Our names are carved inside.
Mine says Bola while his says Teng.

I was actually always kidding when he said he love me and i showed him my hand and ask "then where's my ring?"
He will always say its still on the cola can and i will sulk. But i always just took it as a joke.
But he had always kept it in mind.
Actually, everything i said, he listened. Even thou he didn't seem like he cared.
Many little little things, some which i don't even remember mentioning to him, he remembered.
Although some times his attitude pisses me off, a little.
Whatever i like, he try his best to fulfill.
Thanks Sohai. HEE
*Now reverted to calling each other names instead*

I'm sorry i never manage to make myself say 'I love you' straight in the face.
I love you I love you I love you.

A stupid question.
What did I do to deserve you?

Loves,Teng

Birthday@Vogue

2009-10-19T12:49:00.011+08:00

Last Saturday, i had a small gathering with my peeps for my birthday. Since it fell on a weekday so the so-called celebration was 2 days late.
Surfed SARAWAkian.net and stumbled upon Vogue Cafe that i figured quite nice for a gathering. And so there it was.
Actually was gonna go without the jacket but my when i stepped out looking nice my bro said "later papa say you again"
=.=
So i put on my jacket la.. Daddy your daughter sui la LMAO

Was a little late as they all arrived first but it was just a little. Lucky the place not hard to find.
Interior not bad, music kinda loud and the spot i picked happened to be out of the way of the air cond.
Was a floor seating and we had all directions exposed as the walls were made of glass. lol.

Blue mountain. Shirly had this.
The vanilla ice cream was very very yummy and i think the blue liquid is sparkling juice, as Winnie said la.
Mine was Aqua and they all pronounced it as 'a-gua' and sounded kinda funny, like i was calling for one wtf

Food there is very delicious i tell you. Big portion for reasonable price.
We all had steak. Mine was Lamb chop with mushroom. So yummy i kept wanting it the next day. Seriously. Lol.
Oh except Rachel, she had two plates of fries and claimed that she was on the way to becoming a 'chinese god', a joke actually wtf

And guess what Winnie and Rachel actually got me for my present wtf wtf wtf LOL
Super funny wan. Very "memorable" besides the one Dar gave.
Guess my 18th was special in a funny way.
Nothing happened much that night as Nie and Shirly had a curfew to follow as they were out too late nights before. So we pretty much just took pictures and laughed the whole night.
Oh except when they opted to go to Boulevard for i dunno what and Rachel was screaming really exasperatingly when Shirly drove down to the carpark, like she was on roller coaster. And Shirly nearly whammed her car against the wall when she wanted to reverse out and we were all screaming and the guards laughed. Super paiseh wan!

Me and Rachel. She looks awfully high here. Haven't seen her in months eh.

And randomly asked Mei to joined us cause i had several lunch meetings with her and she's a really good friend.
We may be in the same U but heck you'll think Swinburne is SO big that we don't meet each other that often.
Mian used to say that she sees the F6 gangs more than she sees me even though we're in the same Uni. Lol. See how hard it is to meet after you get out of school? So i appreciate every meetings we have.

Me and Nie. Rachel said that every outfit she has is like double. Like the one above, then Nie said its because she's poor wtf lol

Shirly and Cherly. wtf uploaded wrong picture cause this wan we were shadowed by the curtains so look dark. Same name same hair even ah us.

And finally, my art work of the happily 'married' couple LOL.
They were trying to make the kiss piture work and it keep failing then i took a shot and wahlah! im so proud *Smug smile* wtf

I forget who said that this was like taking a full family portrait. We asked the lady boss to help us and our eyes were shining cause we used flash on Nie's phone. If not it would be too dark to actually see our faces.

The night was simple but im feeling contented. Thanks dears.

Finally legal

2009-10-16T18:30:00.009+08:00

On the 15th of October 1991.. I was borned!
18 years later, I'm in University taking the course i preferred and occupied with the man i love.
And i can say, I'm legal. Finally.

The day started off at a down point which I don't want mention cause nothing nice to remember.
I stupidly forgotten to bring my phone out so throughout my blessed birth day i had no pictures to certify it. Nadah. Wtf.
So all pictures here are stolen somewhere somewhere on random blogs..

After Dar finished his class, we headed back to his place for a quick shower and some rest. On the way, he bought me my favourite American Chocolate Cake. Yummyyy..

We had a lil fun in his room and decided where we were gonna head. Apparently, he only lets me make the final decision so we went for dinner and movies. Boring i know but besides this, another option is for me to sit home and rot.
But the night turned out quite fun. XP

After the first lesson we had of the long line and strict time, we headed off to spring for our tickets just in case. Opted wether we want to dine at Manhatten fish market or Kado.
Ended up i was just too curious bout Kado.

Was kinda lost but found the place after two turns.
The food took quite awhile to arrive but the ambiance was nice and i happen to like most of the old songs they played that night.

Exactly what we ordered. Papaya milk and watermelon juice. His was nicer than mine.. I had the papaya milk.
I happened to randomly chose the table with a chinese chess layout under the glass of the table and since our movie won't start untill 10.15, we had a game.
And, i loss. again. Actually, i never did win.
Sohai dar too tricky for any of my naive tactics. Sheesh.

Did I ever told you I like SO wanted to watch Where got ghost??
Yea, almost went few times but always failed wan.. so finally Dar asked what you wanna do after dinner?
Me:MOVIE!!!
Dar:=.=
Imagine my tone lol wtf
And of course we went MBO. Another thing i liked about MBO besides the better environment, better sound system, better chairs, better everything bla bla is they have couple seats ^^
No am not talking about the premier ones where you have to pay double just for 2 of you to sit together.
I'm talking about the normal rooms. The arm rest could be lifted up and you can just lean yourself totally over cause there's isn't a gap between chairs either. Well not a BIG gap.
So if you watch the later night shows, you usually get the whole row yours cause its often half empty. Ended up i placed my almost whole self on top of Dar.
Seriously. Even my legs were on his. =.= Only my butt left on the chair. wtf.
Of all the reviews about this movie, all said wasn't quite scary and looked fake and all those but good to watch.
WTF i get scared every time the stupid fake ghost appeared lo!
Dar like hugged me all the time cause every time i shifted away from him the ghost scene would appear and i would like freak out and throw myself into his arm. =.=
Sohai la me..
The best part was House got ghost.
Cause i was scared but felt like laughing at the same time.
First time go movie with Dar and he showed a reaction. I think can only bring him for comedies if not i think if he falls asleep eyes awake i also would fail to notice.

And guess what Dar gave me for my birthday? HEE
So obvious la i know but i post when i got pictures. ^^
I love it when he only gives me presents on occasions, not just any time or anyhow that i want.
Very annoying sometimes but this just makes the simple gift more memorable and precious.

Coincidentally....a certain good friend of mine got the same present from her other half. I don't know thats for what la but so chun. lol.

Also to the guy who is so lonely
so lonely that he won't stop harassing me and my darling
get yourself a life.
In front of him, you sound jealous
In front of me, you sound foolish
Very funny de lo..
Poor you, stop harassing us with sms la..
None of your business also want kepo..
Say i post inappropriate things but also you wan see..
Duno what you thinking.
Good luck in getting a life
Hope you don't get dumped.. Again.lol wtf.

pre-birthday post: teng(hair) evolution

2009-10-14T16:04:00.011+08:00

I went through some of my pictures last night and dug out a few of my vain pictures at different times of the year, and my hair changes every time i notice.. since end of 2007 when i officially cropped my long hair off, i was constantly making changes.
This was back in the year 2007, december or so i think. I think near 3 inches of hair came off and it was shoulder length.

When school started, i decided that it was a bit too not in place. That time was the end of january i think or beginning of february. It was kinda for new year too. That time was a nice concave shaped hair, not bob to be exact.

And this was new yeat with Shirly's brother in front of me.
In april, my hair was long and at its awkward stage of growing. It was too short to tie and too long to be let down. It kinda had a flip at the shoulder stage so i want to Spring and got myself another hair cut. I wasn't happy with this, and i dun trust so called professionals hair stylist after this. It was a bob. She tried to maintain my concave shaped but she added bob to it. I told her my hair condition and still she did so. My previous hair stylist was against the bob after i told her about my hair.

This was somewhere in july at my dance studio's dance and dinner. It was long enough so i pinned it all to one side. Not bad of an idea..

And this was in July. It was starting to go into the awkward stage again.

In october when i thought it was ugly and decided to tie it up instead of cutting it off again.

Somewhere after SPM i did another hair cut and got it streaked with brown at the side. It looked ok at first but then it got out of shaped again. Bad stylist. I should stick to the one where i first had my hair cut.

I've had my hair straighten in Sibu for like the past 3 years so oops i did it again. lol. It looked flat and my face looked big. But oh wells, all it takes is time right?

This is my recent picture. My hair has grown out of it flatness and finally regained its shape, only that its turning back into its original state also. =( But i guess it still do looks ok, at certain times. right?

Next option is to perm it so have to restrain myself from wanting to chop it off again.

Damai again

2009-10-12T12:36:00.009+08:00

The last time i went to Damai was last month with my closer peeps for a 2D1N stay.
I remembered i didn't blog about it cause there was just too many pictures.
This time, i went with Dar instead, on a day trip.
It was prior to my oncoming birthday later this week.
Tell you secret.. IT'S ON THE FIFTEENTH. sshh ah.. LOLS

Dar changed car with his sis cause she wanted to use his car to drive her bf around. Cause hers was actually their bro's which was a red*ugly* kancil remodeled to become a turbo car. Noisy and no air cond =(
Anyways as long as got car to drive la. must be contented.
The cute red dog on the seat belt.
We drove from 1pm and only arrived at 3.30 i think.. Why??
Stupidly we got lost lo..
Wanted to use Satok road but he turned into town so used the toll bridge through Sejingkat.
And i thought taking the wrong roundabout was the worst =.=

At Damai area, we went to Permai first then realize there was entrance fee of rm5 per person.
We were short of rm3 cause i didn't bring my wallet, Dar pumped too much oil and he spent 200 the night before on his new modem which was not needed actually. sigh.
So how? We turned to Santubong lo.
Then soi soi got France and German ambassador visiting so no outsiders allowed. Celaka wan.
Then Dar said: I know another beach!
It was a free beach without any resorts and he said he was there before.
Then turn turn turn end up cannot find the entrance.
So i asked him to just try our luck at Damai Beach.
Cause that place not open for public. So we went there.
Hesitated at first cause so many guards la.. and there was a function there or something.
But i saw many people going in and i said to just walk in. Worst of worst we get stopped and drive back nia.. No other options right?
SO, we went in.. Just like that! Mai Hai if i knew this we'd have came here at the first place la.

Went in and i took off my tee cause stressed ah. And tired. Found empty lounges and propped ourselves on.
The breeze was strong that day and it wasn't that hot despite the flaring sun.
Dar wouldn't take pictures with me cause he was topless and say i always upload on FB wan.
And he sees me every day what for want pictires? Real person prettier =.=

Haha but i still did snapped a picture of us when he was not aware and i did not upload on FB. teehee.

The breeze really was strong till i cannot keep my hair in place. Didn't bring rubber bands some more so messy me.

We ran like kids to the sea and splashed water and sand at each other.
He came up with the idea of jumping up whenever the wave came =.=
Never could catch up with him in water and i kept falling down.
And and crab bit me wei!

He buried me in sand and ouch my eye. Sand was in it all the time.
We went to the pool later but it was for registered guest only.
Fine lo, we go hilltop pool.
Nicer pool with water fall and we were the only swimmers before a few joined us.
Just that we had to climb many stairs and my leg muscles still tingling. T.T

Showered and changed at 6 and had my so-called dinner by the sea side.
Last blur picture of him.
How come guys have big steps? Kolien me always trailing behind when he not holding my hand.

HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY

2009-10-09T10:27:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I think I’d be better off without you, but most of the times, I think you’re the best thing that could happen to me.

有时候，我真的觉得这段恋情很像是我单人行。我知道我们都在努力，可是我们在彼此身上还是看到缺点。我们试着忽视，却不愿抹去，何苦？
而你有试着明白我所经历的吗？有时候我会觉得，你不是终点。
可是有时候，我觉得我在为你燃烧，像一颗星星。我以为我可以躲过这种感觉，这应该是我第一个错误。有时候，对你的渴望变成疯狂，我真的觉得我们的命运是被安排了的。如今我和你一起失陷，分手或是相守，对或错，我都不会害怕。就算会心碎我也无所谓，我知道明天我还是会好好走下去，因为你是我犯下最美丽的错误.

HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY

I don’t know how many more 6 months we will walk through hands in hands, but I know I’ll love and appreciate every one of it.

Much loves darling,
Your sweetheart

(Quoted: Joanna Wang-Best mistake I ever made)

眼淚笑了-劉力揚

2009-10-06T10:19:00.001+08:00

眼淚笑了-劉力揚

比想象中更痛
你真的沒回頭
我命令眼淚不許失控
回憶不跟你走
都擠在我心中
我就有責任讓它值得被珍重
謝謝你曾讓我難過
謝謝我沒有想太多
當愛情左盼右顧的時候
我眼淚都笑了
誰還想哭呢
再勇敢地站著
找回光和熱
面對你的時候
我不會舍不得
因為你已是過客
因為路有些曲折
是美的
心碎成了沙漠
就快開鑿綠洲
我沒有時間不知所措
你溫柔的雙手
本就不屬于我
又何必在乎它以后屬于誰呢
謝謝你曾讓我難過
謝謝我沒有想太多
當愛情左盼右顧的時候
我眼淚都笑了
誰還想哭呢
再勇敢地站著
找回光和熱
面對你的時候
我不會舍不得
因為你已是過客
因為路有些曲折
我眼淚都笑了
誰還會哭呢
來不及完美的
就唱首离歌
想起你的時候
我不是卑微的
反而我沒有遺憾
因為我已愛過你
深深的

你何苦爱呢?

2009-10-06T09:35:00.000+08:00

有时候，明知道讲不到一个结果，我还是要讲。

因为我努力，因为我在乎，可是结果却是不必要的斗嘴。

现在，我不想那么痴，那么狂，却还是那么深，那么爱。

我不想我们一直斗，所以我会选择静。可是这样我却怕，怕你忘。

你曾说：在一起就在一起，不要那么麻烦。

如果在一起真的只能纯粹在一起，那你何苦爱呢？

理所当然

2009-10-06T09:32:00.000+08:00

宝贝，世上已经没有理所当然。

是女人，没有理所当然不能和男人一样。

是女朋友，没有理所当然要顺从听话

是老婆，没有理所当然要在家带孩子，做黄脸婆。

同样的，是男人，没有理所当然是一家之主。

而我，也没有理所当然应该这样或那样。

我或许有错，你妈也是，而你，更错。

时代不同了，没有人规定我只能追着谁的脚步跑。如果你不愿放下，试着观察我的脚步，不愿和我同步于行，或许哪一天，我不再妥协，让你再也跟不上我时，不要恨我。

Men and Onions

2009-10-05T13:06:00.002+08:00

Men are like onions.
You dunno what’s inside them.
You have to peel off their layers one by one..
Only to discover that they do not have heart.
And yet, they can make you cry.

Happy mid-autmn fest and birthday to Mian

2009-10-03T15:43:00.007+08:00

Today is the 3rd of October.
You know, it's my birthday month ^^
Im turning legal SOON! *jumps around in glee*

Before that, today is also mid-autumn festival or mooncake festival so...

HAPPY MOONCAK FESTIVAL//HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL EVERYONE!!!

Enjoy your mooncakes ^^ and lanterns.

I wish the bf was here so we can go to friendship park and see kids play lanterns under the moon.
I'd be nice.
But he's back in his hometown so oh wells.. Poof. Dream along.

My favourite mooncake is the ones with egg york's fillings and daddy didn't get them.
I'm feeling down cause i didn't have my favourite mooncakes with egg yolks in them. Screw you.
And bf said he would get them for me, on monday. so touched. *sniffs*
Okay im being a tad bit over emo here but still i very happy ok and that second i love him 101%, just for that second then it dropped to below 80%, cause he dumped me on MSN again to get busy with something something. sheesh.

BTW today is also someone's birthday.
Someone special.

HAPPY 18th DEAR ^^

Im so happy its her birthday cause it means mine will be two weeks later^^
This year she gets to celebrate it with a full moon. Nice.
But just a tad bit busy with exams and rehearsals for her coming performance.
A dancer and a business student. Busy.

There she is pointing her finger at someone someone. Lol.

Mian: ah ah ah you do not have my presents so you know, out.
LOLS.

Here's a video from last year when i celebrated my birthday with hers.

Happy birthday Mian.
All the best in everything and oh, love you lots.

From caterpillar to butterfly

2009-09-29T16:16:00.004+08:00

In 2004, i actually look like crap.
Yes, i look like crap.
I do not know how to be a butterfly, yet.

I smoke, i do filthy makeup, i try to look cool.

I even answered to my mother. How pathetic.
But in 2009, after 5 years of changing and shedding my skind...

*jeng jeng jeng*

I've turned into a pretty decent butterfly now *flaps wings gracefully*

I take pictures of myself and not care whether you think im vain or not, cause i am.

I love my self. i LOVE myself.

And i wear pretty dresses as well ^^
Pretty good huh?

*cut!*
Lols for anyone who knows me personally you should know that i don't have a mother.
And yes i do think i look like crap back then but i seriously do not smoke.
That was from a mother's day video i made for church.
Cannot upload here i dunno why, my line just sucks.
It's in facebook thou, just a short 5 minutes or so video.
And i still think i look nice in dresses, or at least better than 5 years ago.
You think?

dresses =D

2009-09-25T16:49:00.001+08:00

I saw this dress and love it =)
Too bad the price tag also very big like the rounded end of the dress. i broke. Over RM100 things dun even think of buying.
At least i get to try it on and took pictures with it while pretending it's mine.
till i have to take them off and hand them over to the sour faced sales girl outside the changing room. Did she just got dumped or what?

Was window shopping alone for near an hour while waiting for Janice. She's half an hour late and she thought i was at Swinburne and went there to pick me =.=

Speaking of dresses, my birthday wish list:
Someone buy me dress for present please please please??? *watery eyes*

Anyways I'm alone over at Bola's.
He's out with one his friend to go cc and game.
His friend came back from KL so i didn't want stop him cause if i would wake up super early for Janice, why not let him. Guys and their games, always first in disguised besides gf *rolls eye*
He know i didn't like when he wanted to game so he looked at me like puppy and i asked him to go.
So he kissed me and made me kiss him back on the cheek so i wouldn't get angry at him for leaving me at home alone. Seldom he does that, i mean, so intentionally.
Guys also very realistic k.
Cause i wasn't in hyper mood also like usual. Tired and sleepy.
I skipped classes again cause i didn't feel like it, i had a tummy ache later on so same thing.
Japanese class later, if bola comes home early maybe i'll still go for it.

Next week my sem break, one week holiday.
I wanted to go Sibu as my cousin just gave birth to another boy and i miss my aunt.
Her family treats me like their daughter and i call my cousins by kor kor and che che like real siblings do.
I go there every year and i still dun get why my dad wun effing get over it.
He wun let me go, i think it's because something i said when i was really young and innocent.
I actually wanted to stay permanently in Sibu with my aunt and study there. And i cried every time i left Sibu. Dun ask me why.
If it's not because of that then i dunno why my dad doesn't really like me going there.
The excuse he gave was because he wanted me home to help with the chores and whatsoever but it kinda sounds like a lame excuse to me.
He can cope with all that alone with my brother and besides, i don't really do anything.
I just stay cooped up in my room on my laptop and would only come out for the bathroom and meals. What's the whole point of having my around then? toot.

So next week most probably i'd be stuck home thinking nonsense and missing him.
My life is too easy going that i worry about nothing. Feel like banging myself on the wall.
It's so hard to stay simple. sigh. humans.

I wanted to blog bout something else but now i don't remember what it was.
I guess writing for me is like thinking in words. Till i remember la.

xox
Cherly

Final Destination 4

2009-09-23T12:43:00.001+08:00

To make up for what ended up of yesterday afternoon, his whole family+me+a friend of her sis went Ranchan Recreation Park for an outing.
I didn't get to swim cause i had the girl thing =(

He somehow looks like a girl here.
During the night, i insisted we went MBO for a movie and the plan was to catch the 8.3o 3d G-force but we went there a bit late and the queue was long and SLOW =(
So we couldn't even catch the 8.45 movie cause they very strict, if the movie started then anyhow they won't sell you tickets liao.
It only started by 5 minutes also cannot BOO
I wanted to watch Where got ghost but it was full. How can??!!!
So ended up Dar said we could watch the 3d Final Destination at 10.45pm.
He got early class but then he still sacrifice for me lo..
Even though at first he was so reluctant to go cause he was very sleepy.

Two tickets cost rm20 OMG but never mind la since im broke either way.
And i need to go shoe shopping =(
It was just 9 by the time we got our tickets so we have an hour plus to spare with nothing to do.
I always have something to do at tHe Spring but no no no, not with Dar. He literally despise shopping BOO

We hung out at Iglool and ate ice cream.
Then the couple at the next table ordered the same thing as us, one serving, 2 spoons, also.
Then i NEARLY got him to Starbucks but he said he hungry so we went Sugarbun.

They were closing off but still there were a few customers who i figured were also gonna watch the late movie so had nothing to do but sit and rot in Sugarbun with us.

At 10.30 we went upstairs only to find that all elevators are closed and we couldn't find the lift the guard was trying to tell us.
We got shoo-ed twice cause we wanted to use the other exit which was nearer. BOO Spring!
The place was looking grand and nice with carpets and lights and all those.
The cinema looked royal too HAHA
Anyways we had these glasses which we were to put on during the movie.

Big screen, nice chair, everything ok until all the scary part came.

The movie was nice if you don't mind watching people slashed from their waist, getting their heads chopped off and burned in front of you, bones crack into pieces, intestines all around and blood splattering. You get my idea.
Got back to dar's place around 12.30 but only went to bed at 1am ++ cause we both so restless and was singing out of tune in the dark.
Dar missed his first class cause i refuse to climb out of bed and was ALMOST late for his next class. He got exam in the noon some more =(
As for me, i just decided to skip it since i only had one class today.

I still want watch Where got ghost. Anyone?

xoxo
Cherly

dazed, or rather,confused.

2009-09-22T14:05:00.001+08:00

Like i said in my last post, im still back at dar's place in Serian and im still blogging from his room.
But the thing is, his mom "told", (you know with the like loud loud voice but still got a little distance from shouting which means scold) him that he has been spending so much time with me that he's not spending any time with her. O.O
His mom was out at the back and she kept talking and talking but dar wasn't really listening i guess, he just listened but gave no response still continuing on his game.
I have no idea what she was trying to say cause she was saying in hakka and im super duper poor at that. Im hakka, what a disgrace.
Well what dar told me was she said he spent too much time with me, cause usually when he was back he'll like chit chat with her. How was I suppose to know~~!!
Poor dar stuck in the middle, he wanted to stay with me but his mum would mind, but if he stayed around his mum all day, I would mind.
We're leaving this evening and dar is trying to make up for it i guess, and i better just let him.
I have the internet to occupy me or my dvd.
See, you tell me, should i laugh that his mum his making a fuss over her son's time or should i cry because im taking away her son's time?
Nah! YOU tell ME!

xoxo
Cherly

Serian

2009-09-21T22:43:00.001+08:00

Im now blogging from dar's bed, from serian.

First of all, SELAMAT HARI RAYA?? Lol.
Cause im not that into the 1 Malaysia thing and besides, do i have malay readers?
Anyways yes im sincere in my wishing la..

Im spending the 2+1 day raya holiday back in Serian at dar's place.
Dad and bro went i duno where la, nobody home so here i am.
Wanted to watch Final Destination 3d version but Jan said it was gruesome so should i still?
Watched Final Destination 1 on pps last night with dar and it wasn't that bad but dar said it wasn't that nice either so should i?
I wanted to watch the 3d version cause dar never tried but the only other movie showing is G-force, some rat or hamster holding guns animation by Jerry Bruckheimer.
I like his movie and shows but this is his first anime, i hope its nice cause decided tomorrow night we gonna watch the 8.30 3d show.
Hopefully there's still seats available, couple ones, or else i'll drag him go watch got no ghost showing at 8.45, a movie by Jack Neo which is hilarious and kinda scary i assume.
Then it's back home then school.
And Janice is back again ^^ so is Diana so yay outing again.
Pearl we might go on thurs noon, might be Spring again so join!

I miss shopping, but im broke.
But i don care, i saw Spring on sale and im gonna go dig those cheap cheap nice nice stuffs and i dun care if you say its outdated cause nobody really knows and cares here, and as long as i like, i happy.
I need new shoe also cause mine ah i duno how but the butterfly//flower thingy came off and its so cacated.
And i wanna swim..
Played badminton with dar yesterday and my body ached T_____T
so lack of exercise.
And he bring me out for one round with no aircond and i come back with headache.
Dar:You see you, so LEMAH wan.You should just sit at home and ROT.wtf.
=.=

oh oh and today is Cat's birthday.
And somehow i dunno how but its just like that she like no hiu me or we kinda lost contact for awhile?
I also duno la.
Anyways.... she's still someone i consider good friends with so im still gonna wish her

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!!!

Yay you're legal now and im still not T___T
Then so cun her bf's birthday is the next day so well erm happy advance birthday to you Clarence, if you ever find out. Lol.
Can't wait to turn legal, imagine the things i can do. nyehehehehehe.
I can establish my own bank account
I will be a fully independent individual no more under parents
I can go into pubs and bars and well you know AHAHHAHA
k la im not all THAT bad im still decent and innocent wan ok i good girl wan la wtf
I still look underage what~

I made dar go study and ended up he now playing my game on his sis's laptop like that punya student pun ada.
He say he dun understand at all cause he took the wrong subject and this subject requires some other subject which he hasn't completed so oh wells, have to make sure he doesn't get super low GPA again or i have to prepare explanation letter for him =.=
so much for being his personal free secretary.
I even have to remember his timetable and remind him of his classes how can like that!
I'm your gf wei!
Sorry for the picture-less post cause i so lazy bluetooth my pictures over to my laptop.
Just an update, better than nothing right??

K lah i wanna go search for movies to watch on PPS with him liao.
Thank God for the person who invented PPS, no sattelite tv also can get the latest game show like Guess by wu zhong xian and not to mention loads of free drama's.
On D.I.E 2 now, great movie.
So long.

xoxo
Cherly

new layout

2009-09-16T15:53:00.001+08:00

I changed my layout, again.
I know i am such inconsistent cause i'd never found a layout i can love and stick to.
Or maybe i just have too many options >.<

years ="D" jie =".="">.<
eloped HAHAHA
Found back want i wanted and was. What else?

Okay may not seem much but hey my life is a big difference now =)

What i failed at accomplishing and is very disappointed is:
Resume dancing
and
Being able to drive around
the others aren't such a big deal i guess.

What im hoping for is
to throw another birthday bash for my 18th
and
go back to sibu.
I wanted a pool party but just the bbq section cause 1000.
I wish the house next to my aunt's were mine. They have an indoor swimming on their balcony upstairs and they're putting it to waste =(
If it were mine, i'll make my 18th there, thou i doubt any of my friends are spontaneous enough to make a REAL pool party happen.
Oh wells. Another spot then.

I wanna buy dresses, somebody get me one for my birthday pleassseeeeeeeee.
And change phone. Hell its falling into pieces dy.
Even if my birthday bash will not make it, at least i still have the beach to look forward to, with dar.
Oh and im already thinking bout valentines next year. Are you?

xoxo
Cherly

I want nobody but you

2009-09-10T14:13:00.001+08:00

Wonder Girls - Nobody (English Version) Lyrics

You Know I still Love You Baby
And it will never change (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you’re thinking
Baby why aren’t you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you’re not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it’s not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can’t we just, just be like this
Cause it’s you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I’m with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you’re not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don’t want no body, body
I don’t want no body, body

Honey you know it’s you that I want, it’s you that I need
Why can’t you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody (2x)

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can’t it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don’t want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you

Saw this song and kinda liked it.
Listen to me babe.
I wan nobody, nobody but you~~~
LOL

xoxo
cherly

090909

2009-09-10T07:57:00.001+08:00

Yes im another blogger blogging about this wu liao little date again
But its not wu liao for me *jeng jeng jeng*
Its.............. my anniversary date! *clouds part and angels play their harp* wtf
haha no la blogging just for the sake of blogging nia..
its our err.. 5th month? yaya 5th month.
Kinda blurted everything out to him the night before and apparantly i feel better already.
I texted him in the morning.
-what's 090909?
-090409
-How many months then?
-9-4=.. err.. 7 months!
-wah you so kiang, know i pregnant 7 months. =.=
wtf wtf wtf
im so happy 090909 turned out to be happy, not like the day before.
I kinda guai also la cause i tired ma.. sleepy gok.
Then he very de sayang me lo..
-Dar where you?
-I'm in your heart.
=.=
ANYWAYS. Im jobless liao haih.
Cause primary 6 finished their upsr and they changing class so so far no classes need me lo..
Cause no primary 6 student yet.
Means i no income liao oi why now la lao niang very de poor you know!
And and i wanted pool party for my bday but only the bbq section cost 1k wtf
bbq section only NOT whole pool eh! T.T
MBO opened i think and i heard from Jason is very high tech wan lo is it ka?
I want watch final destination there but wtf i poor la.. but never mind!
I will still go! if got people going with me la dar so reluctant.
I still got daddy to support me wahaha but haiya he freak ah if he know i need so much money..
And yay im gonna learn Japanese^^

xoxo
cherly

....

2009-09-08T14:13:00.001+08:00

Do you even know the feeling of having your faint hope that you are so holding on to, crushed?
Just like that?
Do you even feel the pressure of 2 different worlds trying to outcast the other?
Do you even understand how i feel?

Do i always need to make our difference an issue because you had to make things that way?
Do i always have to remind you of what and where the future stands?
Can you one day just come out of your world and look into mine?
Can you just.. grow up?

wtf im talking to myself.
It wouldn't bother anyone with my post.
If every couple faces this and the ones who walked through it lasts, i hope we will.
I used to want someone who isn't like me, but now i guess i snigger at those who says it after me.
Covering it up won't promise us forever babe.
I know you love me with what you have, and i love you too but babe, where's the others?

Swimming later. tata.

xoxo
Cherly

FML

2009-09-08T09:57:00.001+08:00

Today, my husband and I were in bed, and just as I was about to finish he screamed, "Oh shit! It's 4:15, my strawberries are gonna whither!!!!" and then jumped off me and went to check on his farm on FarmVille. An imaginary farm, on Facebook.

Love this website.
www.fmylife.com
super funny wan lo..

late night out

2009-09-07T15:55:00.001+08:00

Last saturday i had sorta a reunion+birthday celebration for Shirly.

The Birthday girl. Congratulations you're officially official now ^^
Her birthday actually on the 2nd but then it was a wednesday so celebrated it 3 days later on a weekend lo...
It was kinda rare that everyone was available that night cause usually someone would be busy and all. I almost didn't turned up myself but the ironies, i did.

We were only suppose to have steamboat at BDC shuang tian as planned.
And so we all met there. Eaten in the smoky environment.

I didn't really ate much cause my tummy shrinked due to my diet plan. So not worth my 18 T.T
Im broke ma thats why you will hear me complain bout $$.
After dinner, i dunno how we ended up suggesting to go some place else to cut the cake.
Well anyway i think they're all glad.
At first it was Kado then they changed their mind to Chillax.
Very nice place at Jalan Song(is it).
So called people lim teh de place lo..
And we really had tea what..

That place is decorated with gundam collections.
This is only one of the figurines.

See what i mean?
Wait, this is only part of it ==

When we arrived there was only one spot left so we settled for it.
It was nice as we get to sit on floors with cushion.
Lucky i couldn't find my skirt that night if not i wouldn't have been this comfortable.
Come on la girls like me dun like to always have to act decent. I like putting my legs up also what..

The place provided customers with board and card games and err wooden ones? lol.

Nice lo if you bo su zho with friends and lim teh only sounds so boring...
Finally saw billi with short hair. She looks so much older to me now. Mature i mean.
Personally i still like her with the hair i first saw her in the beggining year of form 5.

This is my boyfriend for the night. Cute right wtf.
He shared my drink at our last spot even thou he thought it tasted weird.
Yes the fresh milk tasted weird. =.=

And it all falls down.. LOL

We also played the aeroplane game?
lol i bei zai ang mo tak hak mik lerh..
Very big paper with very cute planes lo.. Not like the normal wooden ones so dull la that.

See cute bo cute bo? I mean me cute bo? wtf
Was trying to show my cute little plane la...

Hello my little bf. ^^
Actually is Shirly's little brother la. Gabriel. dunno how to spell your name lerh bf.

After that 3 of them left again and we took off to the fish spa.
Very funny experience lo there but too bad we didn't enjoy enough cause the clock struck 12 and 2 cinderella had to leave.

Saw the spa i had always saw in pictures in blogs.
And of course saw the fishies and tried them too lo..

Shirly and ah be really enjoyed it.
It was too tickly for the rest of us.
Mian acted like she was about to give birth when the fish touched her and nie kept pulling her leg up lol.
I was a bit bit better than them la.. a bit bit.
Shirly says its like electric shock wtf.
After pretty much lazing around in the spa we finished our drinks and left for home with Joshua and Teck Fu as our escorts, driving off in 2 directions. Mian and i followed Josh.
His driving crazy wan lo he made avanza felt like a four wheel drive ah!
He also went at 100mph =.=
Since it was past 12 so i didn't have the key to my house so just asked him drove me to 1TJ cause dar was there on Dota.
The whole place was shut except for the 4th floor which there was this small creepy elevator and it looked liked a prop for the horror movies you know where the head of the ghost pops out EUWW!
And so i made Joshua came with me in it to the top floor haha he's such a dear to have escorted me up.

Yala and Dar in his 3rd game of Dota, winning, again. The whole place was pretty nice for a cyber lo..
It wasn't untill near half an hour later then he finished his game. Lucky it was their last or i would have stab him. By that time it was 1 in the morning liao..
Then we were all hungry and so we headed off for our very late midnight snack.
By the time we got back to his place, showered changed and all and he creeped into his bed while i crept on the computer, it was 2.30 in the morning.
Wah keng lo i never was back this late. The latest was 1something i think.
very nice eh the desserted streets and bright road lamps. If you roll down the window, lean your head on the rest and blare love songs on your speakers, ahhh...

Actually i wanted to try go travilion or the Office wan but neither of them wanted to plus the guys didn't want to bring ONLY me. And we were all underage T____T
Nevermind la.. im sure there's next time.
Dar find out i go he will get really mad and not talk to me lo..
Then jackie will do the same even thou i broke up with him for so long.
Haih they sometimes over-protective la..
say say is sayang me..

YaY swimming this evening again ^^

xoxo
cherly

FREAK

2009-09-07T14:03:00.001+08:00

I KNOW WHO YOU ARE YOU IDIOT

STOP PRETENDING LIKE YOU KNOW EVERYTHING CAUSE YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T!

FYI ME AND MY BF ARE DOING PERFECTLY FINE REGARDLESS OF WHAT YOU SAY OR WHAT I SAY.

SO STOP TRYING TO SABO US.
NOW I'M HAPPY I DIDN'T WENT OUT WITH YOU.
CAUSE YOU'RE SUCH A FREAK AND HE'S A HUNDRED TIMES BETTER THAN YOU IN EVERY WAY.

I HOPE YOUR PENIS SHRINK TO THE SIZE OF PEANUTS.

XOXO
Cherly

Teng♥

Taggy

I don wan you liao.

幸福

word post skip if you dowan read

First Valentines.

Couple's Decision *comic strip

Red and pink is?

My view on money.

Damai Beach Resort

Short shopping post!

On condominiums

No title cause I lazy think wtf

我只是一个女孩

Finally New Year Resolution

Xiaxue inspired orgasm

Happy =)

Hello 2010 )))))))

Belated christmas post!

Blogs

小叮当说冷笑话！

Of friends and leaves and diamonds?

Gaga

回忆是冰封在眼睛的雨 藏着多幸福的事情

Best buys

5 facts you don't know about me

new layout

19.11

2012

my hair is copper brown/bronze/gold whatever

Thank You for her ^^

In-class web caming session.

i wan spaghetti~

copy~~ and paste!!! ))))))))))))))))))))))

Lover's tears

Pringles have PINK chips XP

A face in the so-called book

what did i do to deserve you?

Birthday@Vogue

Finally legal

pre-birthday post: teng(hair) evolution

Damai again

HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY

眼淚笑了-劉力揚

你何苦爱呢?

理所当然

Men and Onions

Happy mid-autmn fest and birthday to Mian

From caterpillar to butterfly

dresses =D

Final Destination 4

dazed, or rather,confused.

Serian

new layout

I want nobody but you

090909

....

FML

late night out

FREAK

回忆是冰封在眼睛的雨藏着多幸福的事情